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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！1 ?2 \. _$ e7 g2 ~5 G
做起事来总不起劲 H5 S$ B+ }: k. b$ j# `- _
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
# N9 [( N& u7 G& W" u. {处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了5 s+ }$ E4 y) R- I/ ~! r
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
+ ]9 [. R6 Z6 ~: V这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
% ^9 S8 {+ `, D- O...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
$ ]2 G/ c& B9 _, @ n* ~0 Y5 a0 v l…真TM闷
$ e4 h2 S6 a R9 k到了下午
`: K0 K& B; b4 Y对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
0 H% C) e6 v& X4 g2 b! P- z: p9 W所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
9 H+ @9 Q8 S9 a" s( Y空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
' A/ v1 _; {6 H! L! `9 e: ?4 A每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
/ k# D5 Y: t# Z% U1 Z0 X2 }# Y6 \ {我疯了？
( m, M& k2 n# q正如月说的
2 ^7 h0 L% e" \6 b0 M3 Y. Z时间吧！1 C0 Z" e5 ]5 l
让它冲淡一切
2 |% W9 T1 T7 D- v5 a' [时间只能冲淡别人的看法; Y8 O0 e. e& n4 `# F- C& q" P% M
却冲淡不了别人的想法0 k! A1 k8 W6 J5 c$ b2 B( H7 M+ p
伤口好了总会有疤痕的7 _# }# G3 q, i
星星说的过去了的都过去了+ p0 p/ S! C5 {- u
不要再追究，别人会忘的) {8 D0 O1 M3 X! y/ ]
但愿如此
% G4 {" n" v% }; h ^0 T琴兽说过: Y$ _8 G1 D7 `
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER2 s8 l6 r# _0 p
老实说" U$ o4 c9 z) m
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
4 C" U9 Y3 b0 L甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不) n3 ~8 ^, V, b0 F5 u
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了: C( e( s8 L/ ?* I
完成了要做什么也不知道了! _: ]* r/ h9 r" b% O F
眼前一片雾( c7 q( [7 L) B3 s1 n8 f% O
真希望能仙人指路
7 A- P# l' k9 o4 n5 X# g& t现在我终于明白了+ E! k" l4 Q* m$ |7 q
我没有最了解我的人/ p/ j3 C4 m% e N6 P) }9 k
死党也仿佛理我而去了
. b: Y0 O/ [, K4 `$ I" |现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着) F( y+ w7 w1 ^6 m1 f
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
' i# `: Y2 J! nfeeling so faithless lost under the surface
- f+ J( R9 ]: R5 X$ B! Sdon't know what you're expecting of me
2 A% u) I' b+ ? i [put under the pressure of walking in your shoes2 w7 s, |+ M0 d
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)$ T# L' S9 r6 f8 h: B- J/ N) ?3 V: P d
every step i take is another mistake to you
) y7 U% m7 G" _9 P(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
% t# [# d2 v+ t, r% m1 ai've become so numb i can't feel you there
0 ~/ x; t8 P4 j. c8 @! b( @i've become so tired so much more aware
$ n5 T" T3 ^, Z$ u3 x9 K3 Li've becoming this all i want to do
2 }+ n" H% b2 A/ t5 m0 ~) sis be more like me and be less like you: c( |0 ]1 h" |: L: `4 q& V
can't you see that you're smothering me7 Q' p( ?8 [- u! j
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
; @( j% b) d P( ?+ c/ @/ Vcause everything that you thought i would be
$ e0 A6 N# y8 N ?/ z% thas fallen apart right in front of you1 }# P5 s, Z8 B4 [# E8 n
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
' {$ ^5 H2 u$ `$ j9 q; Xevery step that i take is another mistake to you
; n" M' p% I9 k' ?/ z# R(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)5 e) c% n- _/ E# e' X/ y& s
and every second i waste is more than i can take% q4 J9 a- @) G3 N% z3 j, j
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
% w1 v# f/ _) y' o* qi've become so tired so much more aware
: j3 k' `6 M9 R0 {i've becoming this all i want to do: _* k$ u5 \# ^8 @& c' j
is be more like me and be less like you
0 _9 q& Q T+ ?and i know
5 w, E2 M) |# |( Hi may end up failing too$ S3 p+ k/ i. r- S5 o& o
but i know5 d. Q/ z# _1 x. q' F0 ~
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you0 q2 k/ b: Y- q. R2 T6 v
i've become so numb i can't feel you there5 e! n) b0 `, X+ L# R- _/ [
i've become so tired so much more aware1 q) b! q0 a& f5 j3 ?
i've becoming this all i want to do$ H& f' i5 |7 |. }6 `" I
is be more like me and be less like you4 L; J8 ` {6 D! Y% X5 r
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
) O, e" A8 p8 \is everything what you want me to be9 f- l) q* t& t) D; }
i've become so numb i can't feel you there( S/ T& s) {7 W; O# i1 t+ i5 L+ T
is everything what you want me to be
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3 x# Z C& p! h$ u* s' H老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么" W$ Y, K4 l" L5 {: L6 `, ?
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
$ s0 e( c! ]4 H0 d: M+ o n% t不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
! O+ M6 `& y9 [6 H2 @% Z) K# g我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
& r. d3 W! p+ Z# ?& f9 G5 e睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
6 z" d) O" _3 ]$ q0 ?. s8 o但愿如此••
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1 M! G- A/ A7 |& n& A* H: T1 g: f[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷