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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！; o D/ z2 o$ }6 E1 {! N
做起事来总不起劲+ X9 P+ ^* W% _. o. Q, X6 |0 _
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
8 j8 X7 I% G- m4 W5 M* }3 o; h. a7 @处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了+ I- N: F8 l1 Q L% \6 j6 O1 u! s
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
* | h. c( W2 c$ u [8 s这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了% \" X% C x* b' {/ a2 Q/ \1 r
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去" E0 r/ j, W' L7 c8 X) @
…真TM闷/ U( L# G2 c& H$ [9 K$ @
到了下午2 \2 B% b+ E! r
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - * i s, K: o. Y) a4 o) R" r
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动… U, m0 H* }7 b) P
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
% U- }0 x! P& d3 x每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…9 z4 V, b2 K W7 m4 y
我疯了？
/ e# ~ y1 C( C& ^6 b正如月说的1 O; b( p" R( s3 P( y, f
时间吧！
% {* Y) h" V3 G- P- h! K% [让它冲淡一切
% C' h& V; U; K时间只能冲淡别人的看法
& E, ^$ Y3 N- H' A0 J+ O却冲淡不了别人的想法
. t: `; I# x# J: p0 e) s& }伤口好了总会有疤痕的6 H: t* H. G% w8 l3 u4 l2 ~' U
星星说的过去了的都过去了
% f8 |1 o8 K3 K+ F不要再追究，别人会忘的
0 o, I/ G7 }3 v但愿如此' T! [5 V* Q2 G) n
琴兽说过- K9 @% A9 L' F, b& _! m# t
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
l+ m9 Y+ n C K/ K老实说
" S3 F, d# z0 t9 d4 R我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束% o) d/ ~3 L- F0 M6 i& {( q- E
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
" ]7 Q+ V% B* h$ z. j! `- p0 c1 O现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了4 c$ i2 D6 T% ^% \1 q4 X- ^
完成了要做什么也不知道了
" O$ j$ m+ N, V6 ~4 Q( ~1 H眼前一片雾
4 r" g: B% X2 B8 C+ b- z真希望能仙人指路/ W2 {3 T- | J
现在我终于明白了) \ Z6 l: c4 {; ~* L' W0 }( R
我没有最了解我的人' Q5 j/ d: w% X; [4 \" E7 }
死党也仿佛理我而去了
4 Z: O' ]8 G- i现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着/ o8 x2 p. w% S4 r3 A
i'm tired of being what you want me to be( I/ C3 S' h, N4 _1 d; F1 P
feeling so faithless lost under the surface2 x- M' q, }5 c, x4 Z. p9 S. _# f
don't know what you're expecting of me
: v& j0 e. y3 Q( x# [3 h- \8 dput under the pressure of walking in your shoes
c$ c) @8 j. j(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow); l" R; w- F/ g4 N: M8 @
every step i take is another mistake to you. h8 b: e8 h' \6 ]) x: @
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow). k# S& ?* r! G9 M) j# B
i've become so numb i can't feel you there3 m0 v3 i+ \$ Q+ f& w
i've become so tired so much more aware
* s) V& w# Y6 ^! N7 k# ai've becoming this all i want to do+ {6 E( F5 x: l0 X- Q5 z
is be more like me and be less like you
' ?. B& ]5 C% C' V4 Ocan't you see that you're smothering me9 q- ^, o# O8 \. v% p
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
* Q: O) ?; }' \6 [cause everything that you thought i would be
* _5 ^8 e2 }# E8 Ehas fallen apart right in front of you3 R& ]8 f! v4 U+ _/ Y; {, L1 d
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
' T6 f% k; c3 q* B2 x1 P& aevery step that i take is another mistake to you
$ m5 w1 e. u3 x; t(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
+ A7 I( G# Y) x) Fand every second i waste is more than i can take
5 @+ d% }2 x) P- A* Ni've become so numb i can't feel you there, `5 z. G# d! r% D) ^, [ J& c
i've become so tired so much more aware+ e" e6 s/ T4 k/ B! I5 W
i've becoming this all i want to do7 i0 ~4 m0 c$ ^# H$ v
is be more like me and be less like you
' Y+ t- w. s9 Mand i know& I- U9 {9 B' `3 |9 x
i may end up failing too& j6 S6 A0 c$ y% F3 b: c
but i know! }# B5 X( H' e# W: q v
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
h& I) T8 w) l7 M7 F7 i5 t! ei've become so numb i can't feel you there
; a- d- {( [1 B, H# Si've become so tired so much more aware
3 L( x5 y( p q# F7 bi've becoming this all i want to do
0 f; e# h: l3 o$ Q9 ?is be more like me and be less like you, }8 C7 b* a" N
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
9 g/ o7 t$ L4 _! q" ris everything what you want me to be- K4 r8 A* s) a a8 e6 a0 ~
i've become so numb i can't feel you there2 P2 |; W3 T6 b; `
is everything what you want me to be/ g! {' s8 T2 Y' d/ x
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
; W- e5 ~. h# g7 ^4 _$ _- Y我只想说我很莫名的纳闷6 c( K5 ]' F# q% C" c
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
# c9 K& Y5 _. v/ I' L7 \5 q' B我也知道我写文章没头没尾的* n7 Z6 Y$ m* A; x. [$ u
睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～) }: _0 ?5 k$ H! \5 j9 q+ f! s$ ~
但愿如此••
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& m4 l5 K) X2 @[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷