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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
( t; E& @- ~( [# S做起事来总不起劲
4 |& ^) ?$ u* h, E! }忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
3 q, E! j# {7 P8 L$ g" H处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
" K1 O2 O$ v( `% j O( l每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
/ i n4 a A1 c$ R2 i这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了$ n: h6 A9 `6 |4 t
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去+ o1 J+ l6 O9 Y) f2 `
…真TM闷: s: f: J0 f7 L: r4 A" ^7 @
到了下午. d" [# C; [2 Y5 L
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - 9 b( N. n1 `/ r( N
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
; Y* V6 _ i8 t+ N空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。/ E1 Z; v! k. |! R& c2 A' G: e4 Q
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
- v, F- f# ?7 f' Z; U6 f我疯了？# N1 s) g) b6 Q$ i k5 H4 @
正如月说的
" Y) U4 F, j9 X ^9 d1 j% {4 S4 v. \; J时间吧！8 `+ |9 }& i v' C" ]) o+ h8 @
让它冲淡一切. G7 R1 H4 u6 l1 D r( O0 [ m
时间只能冲淡别人的看法; x% U k1 N1 w+ h7 Y& [" I
却冲淡不了别人的想法
; i3 m6 e! b2 }, p* d伤口好了总会有疤痕的
7 o" J4 {) {( a' l$ I9 z \星星说的过去了的都过去了7 I) K4 `* q; Y! T; Z3 z0 `" `! q/ H
不要再追究，别人会忘的- }4 m' w! \9 R4 G \) D
但愿如此4 U, q/ d7 w. A- y* B
琴兽说过
: s3 X! X& z& E2 D% B' s你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
/ N3 `# A2 r' H- S* P$ z老实说( q* @2 q9 i8 B$ @/ @4 }
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束 e1 Y, l% r; D# E/ k: b
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
5 }/ m% [/ u" K& s# U现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了4 p$ R; E5 y7 [( S( ]4 a
完成了要做什么也不知道了
/ R4 U$ J. [ q! s眼前一片雾6 ?- {8 Q9 y! z' X
真希望能仙人指路" P& ]6 L h2 M4 K0 \" ?; Y
现在我终于明白了. j4 e1 T4 e6 Z( g% m- ~3 g+ C
我没有最了解我的人
( v" C# ~% k4 F1 [9 P6 o死党也仿佛理我而去了4 @2 e" @7 |3 K4 d4 ]
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
2 p( J) j% g) y' N5 S' w9 S* ^/ Zi'm tired of being what you want me to be
( A/ u( q9 ]2 \# p4 z3 ofeeling so faithless lost under the surface( m- D! D1 @9 Q" C$ v
don't know what you're expecting of me
7 ^7 u4 d. G' ~7 yput under the pressure of walking in your shoes
( U6 l$ v: N0 b7 [% s& |2 C(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
# P( c1 @/ ?( s- uevery step i take is another mistake to you
4 r4 z0 ?0 a6 E(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
. E5 |. _8 `$ }, q1 ui've become so numb i can't feel you there
2 Q9 `5 u+ ^0 H. ^* v4 xi've become so tired so much more aware. F' L7 ? j% q6 i! G* T
i've becoming this all i want to do; X4 q# o, R3 h) T
is be more like me and be less like you
$ M. d& i9 E, g1 w5 p0 o3 r1 }can't you see that you're smothering me
# k* G8 {, b( H8 {+ l/ ^; t) S4 xholding too tightly afraid to lose control# Y9 D1 L1 L6 o4 s7 S
cause everything that you thought i would be8 B& w" E( V0 @* [% i; A
has fallen apart right in front of you
# t- v. M" N/ y% x( k. A) O1 a& N(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)1 B7 m4 D8 m7 v- d
every step that i take is another mistake to you- B; W4 X2 p1 X! b& E! d' t$ v
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
/ i6 h% O, E) A( c% M Jand every second i waste is more than i can take
7 c( t6 T$ R& Pi've become so numb i can't feel you there6 {8 i- K6 c! H9 f, T) ]
i've become so tired so much more aware6 } U4 W v1 C( S4 L( P3 ^) S
i've becoming this all i want to do6 p' l; C8 c: _. D& U" G
is be more like me and be less like you
$ k( ]- p4 L' r( v8 S2 p: \7 U7 a6 band i know* w" A$ R, f* f) Z M& a& [! f
i may end up failing too
5 K3 P0 b$ M. Q' wbut i know+ y4 T' M9 Y: h
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you2 R* X/ F8 g; C9 d# _0 D# G2 G4 v
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
J/ G# U t0 m! X: H ]: C$ Qi've become so tired so much more aware; `& a/ O+ X. I$ M
i've becoming this all i want to do
, k. I- S2 f$ e8 H% u( yis be more like me and be less like you
. ]7 M/ u& X) N& x6 Si've become so numb i can't feel you there4 r! I% k) \/ b( l' W# |5 O: u
is everything what you want me to be. x7 Y- |7 F/ U: Q7 I
i've become so numb i can't feel you there# d0 _- e- q$ S5 N2 x) j( p
is everything what you want me to be+ s* V' y& j. s( ~. ?! _5 Q
, S' P) E: a" \老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
( G; q" }: {2 y$ C& [+ g7 U$ ~, G7 c我只想说我很莫名的纳闷' k, E9 t' R1 n
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
# d" O9 ~- D5 Q1 W, D$ W+ t我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
( y/ i9 M! |, P7 B. l3 o睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
9 s+ x7 b, {7 x3 I但愿如此••
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷