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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
# g( U7 D( J( B; ^$ H做起事来总不起劲2 W) K- M: I7 A* i
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。1 \2 U5 v. n) I& |, i0 Y
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
. J& ?3 J6 s' _! |每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
6 E9 \& _/ `, o- W4 s6 r' h这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
3 o$ M3 z% e) v5 H! ?...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
" v* [- G. ]2 k, F! v+ @…真TM闷! m' k+ L2 c% @; f# A/ e
到了下午
# E" B9 E0 S3 e0 F% ~2 _9 [对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - 6 r7 P! S; d9 y# X6 q3 E
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…) a$ j& C5 Y, Y: g/ ?/ F" g
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
' b' e6 G9 x/ ~9 n- v3 o每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…* o" f0 M3 B2 c4 d8 |0 {3 h. l( t+ Y
我疯了？
; V$ h: y0 u6 B正如月说的. C( U; Y5 w/ J# E5 H
时间吧！
' g' k* H5 K+ x) w0 ^0 t# I& y6 Q让它冲淡一切
0 V( H+ ?, P+ E时间只能冲淡别人的看法& B$ J/ R B& C4 j5 ?
却冲淡不了别人的想法
1 n/ q) d1 p: P( ^伤口好了总会有疤痕的/ K. V4 q5 X8 G+ b4 Q5 \$ V4 V7 K
星星说的过去了的都过去了
, q5 \1 X3 T* U' W. x1 ]不要再追究，别人会忘的# V) U9 w' U# ]) p. n/ C" f3 J5 z& N
但愿如此
+ [; N4 R' R* H琴兽说过# S4 u( h, \" p% n& s6 H* B
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER# q7 C8 y# o% i7 J$ v, M
老实说
* W7 M7 e$ V0 E# U( @ y: X. g我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束4 u: u0 q' k1 {
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
; c) Y& V" G. m" [1 l+ t现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
3 y( l; a- l) h) [完成了要做什么也不知道了) q9 A' {. b9 O% B( n( c+ Q
眼前一片雾- y- E2 a1 Z1 O" s+ V
真希望能仙人指路
( m: \7 O) @) z; A9 p现在我终于明白了
. N3 M x N9 W9 x) a$ R6 H$ ?+ g我没有最了解我的人, W8 R D8 c% r! r& Z. `! ]
死党也仿佛理我而去了0 y! P* V, r3 [' Q
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着" w ]+ c9 {( W$ p
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
2 z/ ^/ a& D$ V! |feeling so faithless lost under the surface( z5 B+ g" D+ d
don't know what you're expecting of me
" P4 H j h% m9 o/ |4 Bput under the pressure of walking in your shoes3 w) P b3 m8 ~$ V) e
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)4 C$ q/ K+ e/ I8 j' @4 i$ _9 ~) a5 i; A
every step i take is another mistake to you
u6 a* V. j2 s q" H$ u5 z* }& R(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
. |6 P3 L# \( U) x1 Ti've become so numb i can't feel you there ~) u) K, }. A# | C. Y' z# Q
i've become so tired so much more aware" f0 C4 e; y9 }; ^. _: `
i've becoming this all i want to do) j& A! B3 X D; Z8 e
is be more like me and be less like you8 ~7 K2 z& ^' r: ]: m
can't you see that you're smothering me4 [- u5 I5 w5 s# \ F7 o2 n
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
% \6 S# D b# J4 G1 x% _cause everything that you thought i would be" v8 H u, E! i! j U9 U- J
has fallen apart right in front of you q/ N/ }$ S( R& V+ m* g1 h4 n
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow). F/ r9 y8 r7 ^' {
every step that i take is another mistake to you z! ]8 Z6 h: C) C
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)9 n$ @$ a9 s5 i, w4 o, c4 J" q
and every second i waste is more than i can take. r) H9 c/ B# Y8 H2 t5 Q1 J
i've become so numb i can't feel you there9 Q$ o3 `/ e2 \) \2 Q8 x
i've become so tired so much more aware) E5 `4 r' i3 k6 U' O5 O
i've becoming this all i want to do
+ A! P/ _5 O; ~, Mis be more like me and be less like you. b7 l, }7 }# ?- g- r" i$ [2 w
and i know7 O+ Z# C. E* b" ]
i may end up failing too
3 Z7 L/ \. o- ~& fbut i know
! a6 a( R3 @- t0 ryou were just like me with someone disappointed in you2 Z- p U9 N- @' n3 J. @6 J
i've become so numb i can't feel you there) W7 D' M: C4 o4 m; X* |6 H2 {
i've become so tired so much more aware' O9 Y+ x$ j+ n! m9 G L
i've becoming this all i want to do0 [: |9 R2 y5 j, Q
is be more like me and be less like you; m/ b) b p7 q
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
5 w0 L3 u, z0 M/ w. }is everything what you want me to be
+ N7 h8 x9 k8 C: H2 e3 mi've become so numb i can't feel you there
) H6 f8 f0 Q7 W& b( c/ T. G1 Bis everything what you want me to be' w. X7 ] s3 q& \3 v+ |) W5 }- u
" a/ V5 ?3 ?5 x o! X: |# u6 }/ ]. L老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么8 ]. M* {- @( k
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
; s3 M" y: {5 w7 @: K$ x不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我- Y- {5 {, r8 m$ W+ C
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的* k9 q2 Q5 G h H$ Z3 a) b
睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～. b, ~' {1 E9 e n
但愿如此••: B9 {$ h' C9 O! N: n
8 [, i8 [2 U; P7 }: n) _ Y[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷