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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！0 T1 |* o+ m+ U
做起事来总不起劲
, y2 _% q% p& O+ W7 U {忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。2 u6 z; d' j d; \' ^. e
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
( e" f' p! g& g. L6 R6 l9 V' L每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏$ X9 ?# e3 i6 {4 r$ L
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了4 T: X. n! x1 J4 f8 s0 E
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去, |3 e q+ Z( |( o: B0 B
…真TM闷
) t: o$ o' I- i8 F) F到了下午7 |" s' A$ T \+ j n( Y
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
$ C4 G; b/ Q8 j所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
; o. G9 U0 d0 C% s% }6 i1 Y空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
1 @* q3 T/ o( w- `' [. X每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…' `/ j- T+ S6 G. o$ _% f0 A0 Q S
我疯了？+ n! _2 U9 v+ w, `0 H: I
正如月说的" s( G% ]5 {. Q# _
时间吧！( c, ?" C% K2 i* o0 g
让它冲淡一切
4 M7 Y% I% }+ t/ _8 O$ W9 e时间只能冲淡别人的看法# m5 X+ p& p2 J& N9 p. ?% k
却冲淡不了别人的想法
& ]# N/ u% W+ q% E7 M伤口好了总会有疤痕的
8 j$ C# f$ Z; z$ ]- w3 ^, ^星星说的过去了的都过去了' U5 t/ b. K7 x+ R& g
不要再追究，别人会忘的
; Y. A2 _9 O, n+ p8 N但愿如此+ b+ J, Q% }& i. E. J2 j& [: U/ @0 D
琴兽说过
4 u1 b9 q5 _' O. F" J+ ~你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
4 o* K2 r2 J9 \: P k老实说' J& y+ w$ s0 C* p5 Q# N
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束. m* ]/ r0 a2 _- U% _
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
/ A. l4 J- r, R" g$ T N9 Z8 S现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
' X4 ^, Q; K: f% e完成了要做什么也不知道了
* q7 W0 {3 p8 W) c眼前一片雾
; k, }3 Q# ~$ U: O0 e- ~) y1 O4 ~- [真希望能仙人指路
; Q( c! J( w9 o4 Z5 H, `现在我终于明白了
7 x+ e) O/ E$ Z j0 I$ K ^. [我没有最了解我的人
" ]& p2 }0 v) h$ B& f, {) f4 }0 x死党也仿佛理我而去了
* x) Q4 d- j) e现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
+ o; o6 H' f6 k* Ti'm tired of being what you want me to be% Y9 W: o7 H) T, q0 y
feeling so faithless lost under the surface- ?# V Z K, `; `. ?
don't know what you're expecting of me+ H/ O4 c r+ r$ L7 U
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
# z1 I7 Q8 H- G(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
7 ]6 G) M5 M2 k0 `5 wevery step i take is another mistake to you8 w1 O# @) s+ n U* @/ ]+ o- C$ m
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
- S" p0 a" q: d# Y. @' l1 i. ri've become so numb i can't feel you there
4 E# c. a" i; E% i/ {# L( ci've become so tired so much more aware
2 R7 B. `7 o* }i've becoming this all i want to do
2 ^! h. Z9 E* T6 D' e% r# Ris be more like me and be less like you/ y" l y" _% j; ?
can't you see that you're smothering me* L% i2 r- k8 j. ^ Z5 z& K4 [' i
holding too tightly afraid to lose control; s9 u6 F( { D ^* _
cause everything that you thought i would be4 j# p& G, t0 U4 y
has fallen apart right in front of you
# ]- u1 p) b7 v: B9 {8 a(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)% l5 K, `8 O" K$ H2 Z! u
every step that i take is another mistake to you+ V( } C# ?5 |
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)1 D/ q! R4 {6 p ?0 c M
and every second i waste is more than i can take3 F7 @# P) j* O9 R
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
1 }, V, |3 q% r4 |9 [9 Ii've become so tired so much more aware$ m2 B. ]( l- s: m. E
i've becoming this all i want to do \& N9 B# K( M! Z) ]
is be more like me and be less like you7 Z% _# Z, P+ r) j
and i know
! \5 `' G' I! W! d# Ui may end up failing too/ D- T$ d/ @# X' N- ^- E1 T
but i know
: ~% P; L% v' Eyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
; A3 z$ ^' t$ y. T# {* @- ti've become so numb i can't feel you there
0 w5 g4 |' |) y0 J+ [i've become so tired so much more aware
9 u/ y3 z0 l. _. g2 @6 Hi've becoming this all i want to do9 _& ^# r8 G* t+ ]5 P9 Q( i5 o
is be more like me and be less like you; T. @6 k8 t2 H% i
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
( w& Z* ]3 c9 w$ {4 J& |; v+ Uis everything what you want me to be
$ D: y) i7 M' ^' o) Hi've become so numb i can't feel you there
: U: A6 x: V5 ^" V; X5 gis everything what you want me to be6 ?0 U+ Y# o% w) _5 h! Z! F
: H6 ?- \5 E" A) T
老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么" D, x$ f- q* [2 j) X
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
5 K9 O$ Y5 O/ N4 d# V4 [不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
G7 ~2 K1 L6 m5 o2 o _. J- E我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
5 p8 h5 ]: {$ W. q Q# t睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
, v3 ~- U. E, c7 Q但愿如此••" ^5 c4 @6 v$ i: b8 u2 q$ E6 C' j
$ G" Z |2 }8 e5 v[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷