|
|
快点注册登录,一起玩更精彩!
您需要 登录 才可以下载或查看，没有帐号？加入我们
x
最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！. p. e+ I# v% ~
做起事来总不起劲9 Q) e; F; Z `( n; ^0 L @3 X8 h
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。! W4 u2 u6 C3 c- u( z E8 o
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了) n- x5 Q4 [7 X4 x0 P% W
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏0 j: e% U, W8 q7 }! V; k
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了- t# x. `7 v0 S( T x* R! |0 W. f
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去5 L0 N9 I5 M. |
…真TM闷
2 I+ Y" F# @0 V. D( T3 _' x7 r到了下午
! ~1 E* r/ J4 R/ a6 R对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
8 w1 l' R# R) z9 r F所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…& m: T/ k7 D0 m& W* n0 V K: c
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。! H' y4 L) e+ w, l* k
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
2 ]+ N- p5 C! G5 S/ |8 f6 |我疯了？
! T y3 S+ u% T7 U正如月说的
/ W( ^( D5 Q0 \- f时间吧！: z/ N: n/ _- j7 o5 M Q) K. B
让它冲淡一切2 j( `0 W1 Z' H4 I* `
时间只能冲淡别人的看法! d. m0 V' _+ g! J
却冲淡不了别人的想法
* n. F/ E' k9 p& `1 D伤口好了总会有疤痕的
7 ^, l! O, ?4 {/ `% K& z3 M" ?/ Z星星说的过去了的都过去了8 a. d) n5 ~8 P1 f. ^
不要再追究，别人会忘的
: T* t( I1 P. J+ j但愿如此
5 \' [) S& T( L& r. r, k& x9 _2 {琴兽说过
. H/ i5 j3 y, E& ^+ G& y你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
: S& P$ {0 S9 a3 y- T$ E& b, x老实说
& H/ G& a. d- d; X5 S+ ?" @我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束5 l: U6 Y; e/ u6 U' W& `
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不9 }) U5 l/ A( Y. K8 Y4 C& ~
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了9 A7 c- K' E/ v$ h& _5 o5 j/ r
完成了要做什么也不知道了& h' @5 q8 Q9 M. d, k; [0 P
眼前一片雾
5 Z2 F$ ^6 X9 W- {真希望能仙人指路
) i' I0 c% Q- o现在我终于明白了
+ e; ~ g9 I$ H& n) B我没有最了解我的人0 d0 O% i/ F/ ^" o' [
死党也仿佛理我而去了
: m! r, ?% p0 O* A& w# I6 d现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
9 C; k7 x. A% y1 t' m2 ?i'm tired of being what you want me to be M. H; c7 h8 l9 n
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
4 @; ^. e; L: |- q% f% ?+ H2 D$ _ Edon't know what you're expecting of me
+ L: _4 S$ `. [% k+ [put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
! M4 K3 l3 e4 @- C }(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
. \. ~3 y+ F4 P& m& qevery step i take is another mistake to you
/ `0 Z0 A4 p2 q. H(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
. S, A( Y. i3 W7 m$ P3 d: ci've become so numb i can't feel you there+ E/ g9 m; I7 X7 f% P* c
i've become so tired so much more aware
/ q! w- G( e. Q6 W. ti've becoming this all i want to do
) k5 {2 ~+ z# x5 T3 Nis be more like me and be less like you
# e! H1 w# e5 W' J% Q' Mcan't you see that you're smothering me0 f8 e+ M' z" l) s8 q+ f7 x
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
[! ?- O/ F J# w; t0 Acause everything that you thought i would be
! ?' f7 k2 G" g! zhas fallen apart right in front of you0 N0 B% k. Y4 T
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow), a2 U: w. [ e% o; E2 h. d7 o
every step that i take is another mistake to you8 l$ S! \: ?8 A' M* ]- l
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
, I4 u" t5 [5 P+ g3 ]3 Zand every second i waste is more than i can take
4 S1 b" ~1 q w: z3 J9 b G4 Mi've become so numb i can't feel you there- R( p1 b5 x& p
i've become so tired so much more aware
) h, H1 k& R4 N- h& k9 _! q$ Ei've becoming this all i want to do
4 _. f) |+ b7 l' J) h: j7 P- R( Tis be more like me and be less like you( x$ R2 A* q/ V: S6 p
and i know
# l5 T$ N& B# N. d$ k) W; ^i may end up failing too
' f- w* g$ h2 |5 Zbut i know( Q1 A/ g x& g6 V- o7 K
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you. B' K! H( P% H5 y
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
( F2 R, D, @4 `0 ki've become so tired so much more aware
5 `, l5 b3 `9 \& ]i've becoming this all i want to do
9 z/ e) b- c1 D# mis be more like me and be less like you8 A2 V0 p3 W; w, E, }: _2 L: m$ l
i've become so numb i can't feel you there3 V9 }" M: S' @% F+ L
is everything what you want me to be
. s8 r" q6 W! m3 C! g- Yi've become so numb i can't feel you there) A Y& N3 m# q8 x& T" x
is everything what you want me to be
J7 P2 {( R& y U k/ [' m- R z# z6 z* Y5 a8 J
老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
1 C! Y& L9 _$ |' e我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
; s+ e# P) { I不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
( Z/ T$ F( G2 _) d我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
|1 _4 W+ R- E: C睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～; V8 f% o+ h0 k8 `9 b3 a
但愿如此••$ w3 S0 R, j& [# [& v
8 m3 X6 t* X' \# ^ s( U
[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
|
[复制链接]
发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷