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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！, M/ W/ T6 r6 U9 Q. r$ c: |% G
做起事来总不起劲
" z. G' l* D4 Q& a5 r# Q# H忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
0 |' ]# R" _ |: G, s处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
1 @9 l) Y( Q: b# ~6 K8 \) P1 r1 b P每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
' R. v1 q8 {6 }4 `这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
; E: |4 J& @' t3 u...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去2 p" z# o+ O2 {# s; M, l' z0 t( C! K
…真TM闷3 b6 G: E5 R( u. v
到了下午; w4 i6 z9 i- o5 V' L
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
/ u, y8 ~$ w" R g0 E所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…, u/ e& p7 M( h/ ?4 U" x/ u
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
! \9 b3 \; Z; x) S% p) [5 y每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…2 H+ f6 [: A }- ]5 R+ V) j1 y
我疯了？
; p: O% u% ^% ^8 @9 U4 o1 S正如月说的6 C6 Q( f& K+ h# e* q% ?! l
时间吧！
, E2 Y2 p- E0 U |让它冲淡一切
5 d8 z# ]# `* c, ?$ W时间只能冲淡别人的看法, V' I" a3 v( H6 x
却冲淡不了别人的想法$ h" \, |5 g, }; Q- w6 c
伤口好了总会有疤痕的
% d3 \: L2 W1 J# J/ S星星说的过去了的都过去了# }7 m: `5 ?! D
不要再追究，别人会忘的
) W9 R, l9 J/ |) p% S( A但愿如此! P5 V) w- U6 d! Q% c( x% O+ S/ }( s
琴兽说过& a, i! T3 I0 p
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER5 ]+ X; Q$ D" p
老实说
( @* f" @+ \4 T/ H我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束; Z9 m* Z; O& i, D$ e+ B* ~/ }
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不 I: u9 i: J! x; Y
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了+ s# z& i; z: Y+ e
完成了要做什么也不知道了
: t) Q) S! K, _7 j; V# i/ I眼前一片雾# A3 ~8 |3 v; E% N+ b% y1 y& ]
真希望能仙人指路 _6 g+ D; L6 v- d
现在我终于明白了1 T' x( y, m2 s4 ^
我没有最了解我的人) o; r" H3 a! u1 N9 X$ B. y7 B
死党也仿佛理我而去了
5 D; D9 j; g3 @现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
2 m Y+ t6 y: e% Z( n5 T t; Pi'm tired of being what you want me to be
- \' m! w5 C7 ?& l$ m+ }feeling so faithless lost under the surface
8 m9 `! c; H- ` m0 p# B: X+ Cdon't know what you're expecting of me# K. E x; g& \- \" |4 [" U q$ T. f
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes9 x3 K8 M8 u$ N* `
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)5 T6 L5 }) B, U9 _9 O" W0 P. W. f8 N
every step i take is another mistake to you$ ^& u2 P1 t( h) z4 R6 k# W9 c
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
# E+ B% A8 R/ zi've become so numb i can't feel you there, I& A1 `& g. u
i've become so tired so much more aware Q- N4 F5 j3 ^8 d- Q+ I
i've becoming this all i want to do5 v& j: E% C! {2 [* M9 F
is be more like me and be less like you7 Q$ ~% @6 [4 c& g$ i& S3 S* T
can't you see that you're smothering me$ b. G- }1 Y3 U* u3 s' f6 U
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
% ~) n& ]5 C. Q) Q* pcause everything that you thought i would be
6 x' A3 r. A. q) b' p+ o9 Rhas fallen apart right in front of you
4 @ d2 o1 m2 Z# T: `(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)6 T" G) J2 n: g7 \* `$ Y
every step that i take is another mistake to you
6 ]# u7 p4 P/ Q* A( B3 N(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)& n) m7 s* k6 b: Z1 @
and every second i waste is more than i can take
* M9 f" u0 |3 t5 i+ Ni've become so numb i can't feel you there! {8 d8 ~3 s; T
i've become so tired so much more aware4 j4 L; E5 w" C8 X
i've becoming this all i want to do4 d& J) _8 N n
is be more like me and be less like you5 u! V. r) N; L$ |7 \: \( l& G/ S7 D( b
and i know v# q$ y: }) f7 _( N
i may end up failing too
$ J2 ~2 h ]& e& vbut i know
& _0 t1 h5 y/ p$ \+ A: `% dyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
- C+ e R- o& }" O8 T8 [i've become so numb i can't feel you there- C- E* `- A/ c' J6 o0 h# P
i've become so tired so much more aware
3 w; ^! ^; _8 M5 h* Si've becoming this all i want to do4 d" {+ a* `" I N+ v
is be more like me and be less like you
. Y% ^% R( S' g& F4 M& b2 E) fi've become so numb i can't feel you there: l W L# f! t% [0 c; e' J
is everything what you want me to be
3 \6 V9 B+ Q' [& ii've become so numb i can't feel you there
3 F# p x2 Z" K5 Jis everything what you want me to be
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
" T( ~+ y8 Q9 P+ E6 N7 ]# }2 }- D我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
# w1 i |* k4 P t6 {不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我/ [2 J6 b. }* ^1 K7 T( K1 U
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
7 Y7 U7 q- g7 }6 A9 W, m4 v: P( z睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～2 K* Q2 P" L; [* ^5 N
但愿如此••
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷