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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
# K) Z) e0 V$ k1 {2 }做起事来总不起劲
* H+ [# i# g/ r忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。+ t4 j! j: c i4 I6 r* T
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
" ^9 k* ]8 n% G3 u) e9 b, t每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
3 E+ j* m! G) w. [( P! J这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
$ B+ Q" Y5 H/ m2 V...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去, E% q/ l ^$ Q8 g) `) D
…真TM闷
" B7 _ \8 {6 l% p/ \6 d9 m到了下午
3 F4 [ z4 k6 G7 e9 m' X对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - ( ]1 T" y/ Q3 x4 d I; V' v" [- ?
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…2 m1 d8 m }% F1 s
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
" g% y, B$ R8 |9 U, S: N每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…- a2 i" S! c7 e$ Y$ h
我疯了？, ?4 |) ?+ N1 M: w" s
正如月说的
& I4 l5 g6 L* m% I6 w2 ?# @# l/ @时间吧！- m7 Z( b9 i$ y; V6 H7 m
让它冲淡一切
0 p) S, \! a, n( v" T0 }1 B9 R时间只能冲淡别人的看法) x$ t( z4 F6 p/ R; f4 r' Q- r0 o& t* X
却冲淡不了别人的想法
! A" P1 x# @' X! Q8 z( ]伤口好了总会有疤痕的
5 i! R: K% o9 F; V1 v! s星星说的过去了的都过去了' t9 Q+ X0 [7 ~9 E1 G! R8 o
不要再追究，别人会忘的7 `7 l6 Z$ z7 }' Y- O" T, i
但愿如此4 ^0 J. }2 b% c( x; Z4 D
琴兽说过
7 { `8 k0 I, l0 W: Q0 z' m4 r& p% i6 T你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
; ], f* R* e. z2 X3 t老实说
; ]# [) x( P3 P# F7 H5 A我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束* Y* z5 p4 ]9 m. v. @% J
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不- w. _) Z2 Q. ?$ |8 R! d0 n) {' O9 w
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
8 V7 A' e3 @6 E& L1 W: R' ~' L& M完成了要做什么也不知道了+ O9 h$ }& G" P! ]! a: j2 X
眼前一片雾) c0 z6 { U, a$ B
真希望能仙人指路
" {4 T% T ~" h现在我终于明白了2 o. \& C5 A2 f7 I6 y, |; T( [( `
我没有最了解我的人
( @3 S; ]+ L S死党也仿佛理我而去了5 j# i( t( d# _+ D3 b2 b
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
" v" O7 @- D0 z0 s8 W2 Xi'm tired of being what you want me to be
( F Z+ Z/ P8 U. B+ m* s$ Xfeeling so faithless lost under the surface
! r+ m+ m7 W: y! u' l1 V; s5 hdon't know what you're expecting of me
. h, _2 ]+ a Q3 x4 s% `0 W. oput under the pressure of walking in your shoes1 z, ~# T- Z1 d z0 U" V0 L0 |
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
1 X6 b+ D3 Z) K+ r* a+ Tevery step i take is another mistake to you4 f5 ]/ n/ S1 r+ S6 C# @
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
/ G/ d- O# a4 n) ^6 C0 A4 Ai've become so numb i can't feel you there+ U; k5 |2 i0 z' h% O
i've become so tired so much more aware" {4 N" ?7 Z- p& w' Q c: b5 {
i've becoming this all i want to do
+ A3 i) Y/ J2 Qis be more like me and be less like you
: Y5 P" _2 {+ Y; h' }* Y; k+ Xcan't you see that you're smothering me; m2 n: I# ^, ]( U! I
holding too tightly afraid to lose control0 x- ]" Q" v( ?% B
cause everything that you thought i would be
3 v3 V* n g6 uhas fallen apart right in front of you
8 p$ p- M! Y4 J(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)+ O9 _( u# D: r& J
every step that i take is another mistake to you2 F! _$ v& O. S% h
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)( I7 y' D. T s$ d$ ?2 m9 B
and every second i waste is more than i can take/ ]4 _! d w! D, o
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
- b1 n. ^7 |/ \+ Zi've become so tired so much more aware2 D/ u7 ^8 H. L: W
i've becoming this all i want to do
: p1 L2 G" R9 ~% `$ ~0 I: his be more like me and be less like you& J+ o( Q4 W2 e/ l5 C; I
and i know2 t- d3 c+ @- g# V
i may end up failing too* Z3 Y e, {% @8 m8 i
but i know/ V* Z3 ^8 K% M' m5 n7 B; h1 [/ l
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
0 U7 t e& E4 H1 [. z6 Di've become so numb i can't feel you there
9 l5 J) r* Q1 h8 ii've become so tired so much more aware
+ k, v: ^/ \* J( n* bi've becoming this all i want to do: u5 g% e* z8 @3 I: F2 r2 ?
is be more like me and be less like you' q! k* ~2 D, j3 A1 Y, f
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
$ i( a: o2 ?* h a- Q& [is everything what you want me to be
4 U9 s) `* B6 I: gi've become so numb i can't feel you there6 C0 {- D2 l- ^ |2 E0 e; u7 D
is everything what you want me to be; E( M0 L+ J" U" w" ^
+ E1 f$ M: _/ [7 ~9 m
老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么 K7 E/ v3 m& V
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷0 w+ f3 _7 h" P9 L- ]/ ?# O" g+ K
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
( \. A! x, u+ t& o0 y1 y$ s我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
. y; |0 e5 t2 ]睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
; [- F+ U ~+ i' F3 B! p& A但愿如此••/ g% J2 |. O4 f3 D
8 {8 b$ i( n P8 \" t$ q[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷