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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！ Y4 p) Q& t# Y" u
做起事来总不起劲
7 l1 w3 [. n4 K: V8 F忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
2 K- S2 R" u( s4 d H: u3 O7 @+ a处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
/ P* Z, q8 ~1 u. Z+ H5 u每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
, y+ Z1 a0 ^/ q$ D( d% u这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
8 y4 |4 j0 }" _% `' T...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去) `2 }+ `( C: A8 P5 _4 k
…真TM闷' Y5 j- | e P4 D' A
到了下午
: G0 x) n5 z( [对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - 1 y& q/ H% Q' W& F, Y2 o) R
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…' u! L" {# t- s5 T, W6 h
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。# ]: A& I# j4 ^/ ^* `
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
5 c% G8 ]$ S; q7 v6 b0 O6 j ?, [7 t我疯了？7 ]! }- U" \$ G* o+ W: }
正如月说的
( f( d6 Z. y5 E X时间吧！; m% S1 [ k5 U5 ^8 _! e2 B1 x
让它冲淡一切
. t" D* G6 V! D4 T0 C时间只能冲淡别人的看法
6 N% {+ g6 e0 o$ @. k却冲淡不了别人的想法
5 [6 ~! e" w" |伤口好了总会有疤痕的
+ H( S8 K; R* ?# {星星说的过去了的都过去了
: \9 l6 I% `! ~- l4 j+ T不要再追究，别人会忘的& r* v6 D5 V1 R' ? O0 Y" k/ ^
但愿如此
* a# ?4 A9 }: ?$ _0 x% x( y琴兽说过
$ }! e R I0 J: |7 w2 l% {你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
5 F9 X7 P* w0 i& ~& P老实说5 y1 W( x" d% ]; S, K
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束& o, Z t' A! O! w
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
- X% B" L, e K) X现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
& L$ |* L4 w; d0 X5 ~: }完成了要做什么也不知道了
9 @% G, f: I/ q眼前一片雾
+ u; f( m% \( R% g) T9 n真希望能仙人指路
" C) e7 w' V0 w5 O# z: {现在我终于明白了# I6 D- Q1 @ c4 G' h
我没有最了解我的人
6 W9 I8 J7 s# m* w死党也仿佛理我而去了
' G' _. H: b! k" t8 D% K现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着; J- K2 a- |, o2 \9 a$ q9 X
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
/ C) K: q4 i1 s( ?feeling so faithless lost under the surface
; V0 {2 g/ q1 k; h8 udon't know what you're expecting of me5 a3 h& k. m7 i6 C. I4 y
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes; o o7 ^- [) `" I" I
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
" v3 ^4 m5 R6 _" {6 |; S C Q$ yevery step i take is another mistake to you
) b, W& A& w) D# ~2 x$ w(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
$ l" W; V% O( @; Ci've become so numb i can't feel you there
\2 ]3 T; l. j% ki've become so tired so much more aware
' x+ \+ Z* E: ~# D/ B0 |5 |i've becoming this all i want to do* ?) Q# K3 b) M: e
is be more like me and be less like you. `7 I. Z# P0 V5 [$ p
can't you see that you're smothering me4 N4 k" q, Q: |$ p& n
holding too tightly afraid to lose control* \ X; d# R& N; N
cause everything that you thought i would be
3 i# F- s/ _( lhas fallen apart right in front of you5 e& _7 J8 Z3 k* @5 [3 k
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) o* d3 Q/ y6 t5 N7 f$ f* u
every step that i take is another mistake to you. R8 _3 {: e8 |0 \' u
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)1 U2 z) S& b* y$ {& s
and every second i waste is more than i can take2 s# U) u! f" r) }
i've become so numb i can't feel you there4 v4 {( ?$ x1 m; n! S3 ~# | b
i've become so tired so much more aware7 t- H/ ]' N* y' c
i've becoming this all i want to do; G1 O. |; D: n$ l% Y
is be more like me and be less like you
! \) {3 F& U7 ~7 d: fand i know
R# q/ g) A4 ~( u2 Gi may end up failing too
7 ]$ M" q$ p4 B8 Ubut i know
9 w. D' v! Y, o" B" m% T& syou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
u. u+ l. k ]2 B& h" O- qi've become so numb i can't feel you there
$ F4 O: X2 T( Ei've become so tired so much more aware6 T7 C: E, ~3 }0 Y# q2 U
i've becoming this all i want to do0 C* B& T4 e# N# o) M: o6 g, @$ Z
is be more like me and be less like you
) N" Q9 f$ V, Z2 m& Wi've become so numb i can't feel you there
# r; [- m3 P! {* ]is everything what you want me to be7 J% R( X7 p' C! r$ A, \/ S6 d
i've become so numb i can't feel you there7 R: g( s. Q. c* {. C
is everything what you want me to be
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么' {& o/ n. j. _& p& a' ^+ [
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
" f9 k7 F; b0 [1 V/ _: ~; l; H! m不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
# K$ y* `" L. {- n3 K4 Z: [我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
: I3 W! i5 x" F9 q' ~# ?; e: A睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～% ?4 O3 c: ~5 r. A8 V8 p6 U; y4 ~3 L- [
但愿如此••$ V0 U9 Z; ^9 {" e5 T0 A- W5 t
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷