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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
1 F, m/ k4 H8 B7 I做起事来总不起劲
4 G( \8 f6 t; d- A7 E忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。. `7 n# S7 ~; Y7 _0 V+ V* T$ o
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了; O' P u; y$ |+ u6 j+ s
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
/ e1 R5 d) [; U4 u6 z3 t2 _* m这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了( i3 t+ i& W* }( `* f' T, o
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
0 n* b( Y+ |& Y) [% q% k…真TM闷4 Z4 K' a& `! p8 L0 D9 T1 J
到了下午+ o' {7 N# ~0 m7 D3 H9 G h
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
, y. l$ t; o' E z3 H% s# W所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
& x I4 U3 X K9 ? G5 C空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
+ c% y% T* ]0 x0 E' }$ n每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…. @, [6 W- v% ]: ?9 U
我疯了？
) I$ W6 w. R* M* {- D9 X7 T9 Q正如月说的
" R3 ^3 G4 f7 x: ~时间吧！
/ Y0 V9 u1 |0 m# Z; o让它冲淡一切
, d, i5 u4 X* E% p1 p时间只能冲淡别人的看法
6 C$ T) f5 k3 `却冲淡不了别人的想法* _! c# @" H6 T. b. d+ P
伤口好了总会有疤痕的$ l" J3 Z5 d" }# m$ b" V1 C
星星说的过去了的都过去了
7 s" x; G1 z$ v3 S+ R不要再追究，别人会忘的
- ~; n' R# {& _: ^但愿如此2 M# w: S" n. |7 \1 H; o6 q
琴兽说过
D9 F; _% G0 c8 ?& X! B0 [4 }你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
! o+ f% K8 P6 S' c, Y% T老实说
" u! v# b! x$ c4 g% `( E8 B% @9 m# G我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
4 n, D9 q: s' y! R" Q; Y3 D甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
4 ^: h8 }2 X5 c" h3 U* K6 k现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
$ } M0 {; E' C) m完成了要做什么也不知道了+ _2 e) o3 {& X9 H+ [% r
眼前一片雾
$ A$ |* ]) D. _, o' m. d7 A真希望能仙人指路
+ A- o' o- E$ D% U. t现在我终于明白了
# q w; S) E% V我没有最了解我的人
! d3 o2 x- F$ g8 [死党也仿佛理我而去了$ _0 T4 g, U1 p- l* l: F
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
6 ~# K5 q* @9 di'm tired of being what you want me to be' h2 p, ^8 B, n+ r( w
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
$ `' E+ F4 j& e3 H* Jdon't know what you're expecting of me# x5 j% { l/ z- v+ h! K
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
! I" O N M+ F) E/ `9 n(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)" A; z9 I$ y& T/ }
every step i take is another mistake to you
! I8 |, f2 k3 n5 B% D" l2 U(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
% ~5 C z% F+ N! B: d: Y. R: Ti've become so numb i can't feel you there* u% x1 V1 m0 J) f. W0 v
i've become so tired so much more aware- K' A- Q1 A" H
i've becoming this all i want to do
- O; ^5 e: O% ^! }4 Fis be more like me and be less like you6 @5 n2 k+ b& f5 A4 s1 u
can't you see that you're smothering me
5 `; ~ v2 p4 Z ]$ U& Q. K. g, l8 kholding too tightly afraid to lose control# j4 h( `: t% Z* m7 h+ \% z0 K7 f
cause everything that you thought i would be' |2 C& f2 l3 J- O
has fallen apart right in front of you ]% c4 a R) d( }* m3 M y5 {
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)3 p# ?: p) n; g7 d2 i6 X/ j* s) g
every step that i take is another mistake to you( |4 c2 ^ O; w! ?0 R1 s% h
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
; W6 p6 X2 U" }- p4 J& kand every second i waste is more than i can take2 J2 {; f4 a' `3 h
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
. ~& @0 n& X& T s$ si've become so tired so much more aware* h' S2 U' C' z( @2 e
i've becoming this all i want to do! C9 ?' b8 r1 p6 t ^
is be more like me and be less like you
4 n; ?( f' V* a9 jand i know( j" r) Q+ S) n
i may end up failing too4 p' O# }9 x1 O( ?1 S
but i know
7 ]9 A$ N' ^; Ryou were just like me with someone disappointed in you3 X0 `4 y6 ]+ x3 y
i've become so numb i can't feel you there3 K% _2 v! T2 F7 H9 U7 a1 r. |
i've become so tired so much more aware
& J1 ]5 y7 V/ @i've becoming this all i want to do j/ d3 N$ }3 G( A, Y8 q
is be more like me and be less like you
; I% ^6 h+ j6 j( u! z/ mi've become so numb i can't feel you there
5 J0 l5 H2 M$ ?1 ^$ S: o6 gis everything what you want me to be
. Y# f8 P1 P* \. R7 vi've become so numb i can't feel you there
u7 _& h+ G3 J" b9 A1 l/ C" gis everything what you want me to be
2 y$ k8 k5 h0 k4 ?1 W, t3 @4 t3 i# i" L. c8 n! i7 r7 m7 r( I
老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么: w' U$ c4 `" p2 e
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷 r- \7 p( v1 U
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我; C& B( B5 U" z% S
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
# n- Y: o0 U8 _ ?# B9 ]睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
- P9 w5 A) c: N I但愿如此••
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$ |" n% p0 h- @ I# L/ ]; p) N0 k[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷