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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！+ l5 v" f. H2 w4 Q; x, o
做起事来总不起劲( C0 t) D" T; a
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。9 |0 m3 ~$ |3 t; |8 n! q7 z- F7 _
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
0 v+ {+ ? W$ E C/ [" O: C' v每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏& \ m) V: `" o- ?" m
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了3 c7 H% Y0 V, Y" x/ Z+ K$ ]( k
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去, i6 x5 t. g1 P; c( ^( _
…真TM闷
6 u9 Q3 X( g3 h d8 k到了下午5 J8 A* w9 H5 L0 L: x/ F
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - 7 ~; q4 E) Y m; k) O5 X; T
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…9 D b; Q2 Y2 m8 m+ B8 o& R* p
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
- L) d) S$ {; K7 F7 k每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…7 ]# W7 U$ s1 X# n) _7 v
我疯了？
2 B" n. S% I% Q5 q/ x' F正如月说的
. q2 |. e* M) h7 {+ a+ h! Z) _时间吧！$ ?. A) ^6 y* q
让它冲淡一切
* e7 W+ c+ h1 f. Q+ A3 R时间只能冲淡别人的看法9 T$ X' N+ p; T* r
却冲淡不了别人的想法
8 h$ `2 e) X9 t8 ]( c" k伤口好了总会有疤痕的
. b, o4 K1 [9 u- U+ X. a* V1 _) V星星说的过去了的都过去了, T" ~8 s7 o* T2 p: d: g4 H7 K; _
不要再追究，别人会忘的1 u# v. h; G, e8 E7 r
但愿如此- X( \6 V( {! e% T7 p& c& C4 r+ `
琴兽说过1 D; n' H8 ^$ q' N& O
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
1 g9 O$ r( G# w4 g( M老实说! g' o8 i) Y3 s+ y) X4 l. i) ~: C
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
2 j6 j' y& {; Z甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不1 e( M5 a4 Z" u2 _
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了4 z( s+ ?+ B+ Z! L, u
完成了要做什么也不知道了6 ]9 o/ M% Z1 t) S+ d9 C' D: b) P
眼前一片雾8 |2 z7 [! g. f p( H) N
真希望能仙人指路$ x) l$ \/ m4 |
现在我终于明白了3 w7 M5 F! h! j. B b, L
我没有最了解我的人: E7 ]9 V; ?7 t$ ^$ r- f+ ^
死党也仿佛理我而去了1 U: ?* D( j' w z! z0 R
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着* U3 ?: ?1 e# R( T. L
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
/ K; G1 D2 E1 rfeeling so faithless lost under the surface1 Z0 I7 M3 z8 ?9 u* S4 ~: ~
don't know what you're expecting of me s! e" V9 A y
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
/ d- E+ y: i+ h(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)" ]# p: L- X8 W
every step i take is another mistake to you' q, M4 n5 T q6 x
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
+ ~) y% M1 R/ M! J6 v% @+ R. `i've become so numb i can't feel you there) f0 U" q( f$ Y0 Y: u' I) T
i've become so tired so much more aware5 I6 F$ `2 [' C/ L, H
i've becoming this all i want to do
% M7 P0 q* k- _2 H! P& v! xis be more like me and be less like you
6 \1 F4 i! g. Y/ r2 w. _can't you see that you're smothering me
2 v1 Z1 ]. h8 {3 u4 Z. M& b+ Vholding too tightly afraid to lose control
% S$ J; Z( U+ w% h: i$ v3 kcause everything that you thought i would be \: p0 Z0 u Q. s% `. \
has fallen apart right in front of you. c4 _2 }. F/ {1 Y6 Z4 R
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)4 q2 v) `+ p8 |! a1 o
every step that i take is another mistake to you
- J# p% S3 L0 O* Y1 E$ Q, e; _(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
) V+ [: J4 D' Yand every second i waste is more than i can take0 j# I2 _$ @6 D$ ^% C; v* U- k
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
0 ~* Q; e( L0 x+ N q9 pi've become so tired so much more aware. ?6 U7 Q. y( u4 ]. A
i've becoming this all i want to do
6 W# C i, ?7 U; C) b+ ris be more like me and be less like you
) y/ X' u. Z6 W6 ?2 `0 }0 @; Dand i know$ ]. ]# R( I" B& L: I# t4 ]+ k- i
i may end up failing too
& {1 v: s9 E5 u& A$ N9 d6 k% Lbut i know
0 ]4 v- v5 A" d: [+ _" O" ~you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
0 v, o( O/ Q9 li've become so numb i can't feel you there
" v; Y+ ]# I1 K! ui've become so tired so much more aware$ s% Z, I5 }% X8 t' m4 R' B2 `
i've becoming this all i want to do4 B, V6 m0 Z3 h2 I
is be more like me and be less like you+ v- n$ M0 Z3 l: i' D
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
/ `! x$ W+ D* e4 W6 c% V* @8 T! Bis everything what you want me to be8 @5 y, v- m; J% H' V
i've become so numb i can't feel you there: L. J% }7 d! W( s! y
is everything what you want me to be) i' e' Q7 ~2 Z. n0 n2 t
5 v. z P! D! y6 q! C老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么; x& t6 R# Z) Z8 c/ `3 n8 U& F
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷5 t9 R4 [8 g0 q" u1 Y
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我+ C) `& k' r, F
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
8 k- F/ \. h* D7 V# m睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
B( O @% _" e% l6 f2 c0 j但愿如此••
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷