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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！7 A$ a1 b, k8 q" B: U) _
做起事来总不起劲1 h i8 S4 C. ?' P/ k. l9 G3 D
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
4 m$ w! |1 f& {# }处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
! G! |& y$ v0 L' w: }每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏# Q- w6 S, ?- E/ s5 o
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
4 T) y/ Z3 p7 j0 l7 i...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
9 k, \/ Y d* G- m% N2 S" {9 I…真TM闷, x' E0 O; p7 z9 Q" e' e& k/ {
到了下午
* i- h4 c8 u7 m4 b" h$ T对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
# g- R4 a; `- r: x7 \0 ^所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…; [6 r- n/ N0 i! Y/ p; ~+ C
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
8 p# Q9 n" c- c每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…9 |$ t* O4 d) ]2 n
我疯了？% C0 J& P1 r: T3 ~1 q8 A2 _2 p
正如月说的. Y- Y x* U3 |8 x
时间吧！
$ d# K9 x9 e7 [: U- M让它冲淡一切
5 r% w- s0 y" a时间只能冲淡别人的看法
. n- {* L) ]8 w7 P1 B* ~却冲淡不了别人的想法9 N2 [9 m' K; H: y" W q3 |; `
伤口好了总会有疤痕的! c+ _2 B+ x' V0 U# d
星星说的过去了的都过去了- Q P* W& F" w& b4 A- K: Y
不要再追究，别人会忘的
6 F: w& ?4 F! g, P/ }但愿如此0 w3 j9 ~0 z2 p0 f/ Z. R
琴兽说过. B* M( N6 M$ I+ S
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
! F( v$ H1 Q: G$ \3 x( x( O" t5 x" \老实说
7 \0 B9 P- w2 M/ {# U; V我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
6 ]) i$ Y. J) H( d3 X4 U甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不/ d. f# V7 p! Y* }: o9 |7 b
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了/ r9 Z! E7 V. ~& |. a
完成了要做什么也不知道了4 e. b, y% z, T2 o6 z, i
眼前一片雾
5 `2 U4 U% x: Z% [ \' H真希望能仙人指路5 I9 B. {) j1 x: _: s
现在我终于明白了$ w) R8 x9 [: x& {
我没有最了解我的人
2 Y! N) g* ^7 s# B# y# A死党也仿佛理我而去了
- }! }) I, X! V6 k+ l5 M现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着& r/ ?3 A% u7 B. B
i'm tired of being what you want me to be6 t1 V, H2 q1 ^9 f" }) c' v
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
- D5 T1 W W* \* |" {, V7 Udon't know what you're expecting of me
9 I) {6 s6 T& o! Q t$ a+ iput under the pressure of walking in your shoes+ ^1 V/ b" r7 j' O3 T2 T
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)2 ~" K1 E1 c, h1 A$ j; c. Z8 H
every step i take is another mistake to you1 P# K$ ~) r# c" S. z( d+ l
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)0 a$ V0 ]. I- C: ~
i've become so numb i can't feel you there s0 {( `% X+ C6 U' E! e& k
i've become so tired so much more aware
5 h$ N4 N3 ^ m7 L& L1 T' Di've becoming this all i want to do
6 f) a! w6 v6 U) Y% ois be more like me and be less like you2 v' v1 N; ]2 s, T+ ?
can't you see that you're smothering me. M! P; i8 Y& c9 x* E
holding too tightly afraid to lose control: q. ^! g2 ]5 u4 O& j, t3 g. z6 T
cause everything that you thought i would be
! q; C) e) v! [: j+ ihas fallen apart right in front of you
% y( N" s8 X6 m(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
. g! t4 k. H" [ A% Kevery step that i take is another mistake to you+ i# y8 E; M7 y& j
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow), e4 b' Y, ]: z' o
and every second i waste is more than i can take6 \0 M$ Q0 d6 D, j
i've become so numb i can't feel you there- F# w `2 a% g5 e/ t0 G& v
i've become so tired so much more aware
/ \- Q c* E# X9 @6 j2 C" V$ g6 b# n# Si've becoming this all i want to do
0 R( a/ _3 a7 a* y3 s8 u v7 Cis be more like me and be less like you
* e) ~) z: A2 m; g$ Band i know' M% a6 a' x; Q! ]' ]8 D
i may end up failing too d. w. g& X! F3 b$ g8 l/ V' j0 a
but i know
1 ~% n) w4 U2 cyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you% {' M: j$ n' `# F d+ r' d
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
9 T! z2 B# I. I# M" o1 Q$ Ji've become so tired so much more aware
1 m3 f1 f/ i u9 Hi've becoming this all i want to do1 A: X& Q: Z0 a0 f$ Z$ E5 i
is be more like me and be less like you
( M( `* t0 [' [4 I( s# E) Hi've become so numb i can't feel you there
- w+ S( f* a, f* u! yis everything what you want me to be
- @5 F( E2 z3 L" @% \: }: P' ki've become so numb i can't feel you there& b: ?0 s, v7 ^! q
is everything what you want me to be
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么 P. G2 B- R2 s$ l% ?3 K( U. @
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷. w" j$ R, `- E0 _" k
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我( E1 r$ [; h/ Y8 {+ `
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
, F- A( `5 d) \$ ~+ W睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
) R; s4 _- {* o; O但愿如此••
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷