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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！- y" f. R2 b( ] W; x1 I) k% H
做起事来总不起劲( f0 Z2 O! `' M& x$ f7 Q: q! Q5 ~
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。$ b) @, w2 k5 K! d$ L& N
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了; P1 Z7 R3 L# k- x/ E# [
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏) z0 E! {; G4 A3 `; E9 M& @
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了+ R4 G! t' I5 O# \
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去' V4 q9 f9 L5 C9 ^4 K1 J
…真TM闷1 q+ Z4 ^% o G$ F& e' ?* i+ Q% a
到了下午
4 S; |! _# {/ C- ~: Z0 z对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - & y7 x: y5 O7 m8 k2 q% \3 l
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…2 q' ]5 m" g. O
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。7 t& F& u/ m) e
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
8 b3 j: |8 @; w/ Y我疯了？7 s$ q) s+ ]# K$ l" q3 @
正如月说的' B* r* |- A' h q1 d
时间吧！
, B% s, h4 Z. A, `/ A+ p U让它冲淡一切% b; z _! b2 U& u
时间只能冲淡别人的看法7 X& n8 J6 ~7 w" h' }' s* ?
却冲淡不了别人的想法
7 G* `- I" ]8 }5 U. t) G+ R" g% T伤口好了总会有疤痕的
3 c: f! u: k$ _星星说的过去了的都过去了' G D5 m* K& s, ]# |, ?) m' s0 K
不要再追究，别人会忘的/ {( L* c9 K Y8 g' k6 P
但愿如此
% u* l0 j: I5 i4 \; i* \+ V! T琴兽说过
n# L+ U' z) a0 a4 N6 e5 E你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
% \4 x7 z$ P6 u; y9 C; v0 s老实说
. |5 |8 j2 z4 N; s我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束. I; X/ k3 M( f' a" P1 H
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不3 O8 O- `' c; g, [% {, @ m
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
0 H* ?9 b1 R$ m: g0 I0 w( ]完成了要做什么也不知道了
9 {5 w6 Y4 q" q6 h; R5 A" J2 V眼前一片雾
7 k6 ^' F: D* \9 r真希望能仙人指路
' c7 G, u! P9 m. E现在我终于明白了' b: W& Y2 V% g) S3 R2 J
我没有最了解我的人
# P; V2 O: B5 z死党也仿佛理我而去了6 t3 ]' i7 m8 `, ^# K
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着# d g7 f! k$ Z! b! _* r* Q) }
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
4 `3 K% g B8 q! R! i$ y/ t8 Qfeeling so faithless lost under the surface: e/ x+ e, Y! b, c# B; `
don't know what you're expecting of me
$ t' O8 x5 J0 }: Bput under the pressure of walking in your shoes- p% N7 x" r- s
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)3 Q; K2 ^9 s: \
every step i take is another mistake to you. {# y8 n4 x$ _5 [9 ~
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
+ ^9 @9 X- f7 a. i/ U* Wi've become so numb i can't feel you there: X Y& c- ~* @& b# X% Z
i've become so tired so much more aware0 @, m$ Z' r; U0 L5 E
i've becoming this all i want to do, M1 Z9 k- e: E# T. H/ E- X
is be more like me and be less like you
, x% J7 L8 c, N0 lcan't you see that you're smothering me
. m: y+ K- m! {+ wholding too tightly afraid to lose control( B0 S f7 k6 k. x$ \
cause everything that you thought i would be# a& ?' L# T) C2 t
has fallen apart right in front of you
# \+ y$ t8 Y$ H9 D9 ]- a/ h(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)& ?8 O0 v8 P- w h" E5 o
every step that i take is another mistake to you
/ ~+ ^9 Z3 l3 ]6 y(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
/ Z, k- B6 i6 U# c0 C* {and every second i waste is more than i can take3 B' y" H, Y* Y; Y% d! Z' @' W5 @3 w, }
i've become so numb i can't feel you there* `- ]7 U- \% Q! z
i've become so tired so much more aware
( j- @; z: x) Y& Ti've becoming this all i want to do
& ~7 r5 X" x' P8 ]is be more like me and be less like you
7 ]1 Y/ _( |# F# Q0 ~and i know. L" C: j' ]/ [
i may end up failing too
( j& W! Y: A0 W# A0 dbut i know
2 H" y" x1 c0 yyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you6 }+ W [& W1 m. D+ W
i've become so numb i can't feel you there! e/ K, ]6 X2 }8 T
i've become so tired so much more aware# N$ W A6 s c) V8 `2 U
i've becoming this all i want to do
% U: G- s$ Q2 h8 Eis be more like me and be less like you
/ t) E$ V4 z5 B( `/ O/ T) |i've become so numb i can't feel you there
7 Y% J# F6 J" Yis everything what you want me to be, S9 E+ `. d0 O- o, I( e ?
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
' x" [: A* ` d. t" pis everything what you want me to be
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( h& ]: T% \7 W3 Q, [4 v) `老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么3 v A6 Y7 M) p$ M* Q- M% W0 Z
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
7 o# O1 m" h2 W; y! J不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
: f; y8 {) z# f, q我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
5 H5 w% v2 u( U5 C+ p' X睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～; L; Z& ]+ v% m, g1 G2 x" k/ f
但愿如此••
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9 `% U7 N9 f' P0 l6 A[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷