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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
5 i1 P) F. \* |& m# u做起事来总不起劲- s8 g8 ]" p1 _$ I$ l1 B9 c8 T
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。; n1 I' E) o: |% C( Y, ^8 `) G: L0 f
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
. Q' q' Q- @/ {1 {, O# b每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏2 O6 C+ l8 K7 }! d0 ?3 {
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了! v+ z% @6 J2 i# A4 {+ G
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去$ e8 o- f/ v! ?6 S) r0 T
…真TM闷, {; r* [/ ?2 q2 Q) E
到了下午3 s( e. N+ ]% _* Y- q% X( H5 t. X z6 J
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
" E( e7 E% Q2 C9 h5 [# W* s" f4 b; K所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
* y" U/ ^ v! w) e空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。3 F; ~( ^% S* Z
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
0 w& L) P- {* ?* u$ L我疯了？; t$ Q. e5 s$ E( `8 B X
正如月说的$ o r% y* j- P
时间吧！( m1 g u; [8 D. u/ p2 r9 g
让它冲淡一切) b, }% F( u! I3 f# x
时间只能冲淡别人的看法& W1 p1 N. q3 y, I7 C) n# S
却冲淡不了别人的想法
6 t7 w! [+ |2 t9 N' N% n伤口好了总会有疤痕的! d0 @ O0 _0 T% r
星星说的过去了的都过去了$ R) S w- R# W8 I6 N% \
不要再追究，别人会忘的1 Q9 a& {6 y! e, W
但愿如此 o7 n5 Q9 b; J8 \# q/ p/ F$ X
琴兽说过
C0 r+ `; c/ m0 |( m. c' h你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER$ h3 D z; y2 q: w
老实说
" y1 b2 ?- D1 _; t2 w我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
) J& j+ @/ {0 @8 u8 v8 e0 B5 ?甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不& }- n0 L: F* [2 `, a8 o
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了3 f, O; `& z B* A& O B
完成了要做什么也不知道了; a* @0 x8 Y' \4 G9 F# s
眼前一片雾
* Z2 f. v( n# h% M8 J7 b" y真希望能仙人指路, i+ z. p7 V1 v9 y4 z0 }
现在我终于明白了& h3 i9 s# h6 U
我没有最了解我的人# Q' h/ \8 F. R4 W; x; z
死党也仿佛理我而去了8 F4 Y; j, n% O7 h u
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
* E' N2 e: I( p& H8 |5 d# P3 Ji'm tired of being what you want me to be
2 F! ~5 e2 I6 A; G; Yfeeling so faithless lost under the surface2 ^2 Y4 v" n& d1 Q3 J6 L$ A/ d
don't know what you're expecting of me
$ b! y V" i( V5 Vput under the pressure of walking in your shoes/ y0 ~/ d, G- ?+ ?2 ~& h! B$ N) C
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow), D- m1 X& g& G4 C" b
every step i take is another mistake to you' ^( Z% @% X; }
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)( t1 c2 d1 t) ?- v- i5 C1 n
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
- o) O( j! K7 K2 Q4 d! ei've become so tired so much more aware
5 o) K1 ^. ~" X$ ni've becoming this all i want to do" h4 ]& \; _% P, Q) ^* N. [
is be more like me and be less like you3 j6 X: X, N9 l/ G# z6 F$ r
can't you see that you're smothering me+ W6 d+ s+ z" m! V/ n
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
}, h# r0 |# Rcause everything that you thought i would be
# l& ]" U9 t- c2 qhas fallen apart right in front of you- a, R9 @* Y3 p# A0 ]- ^1 g( X
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)" F% o( _- |5 W+ q& F, ~% ?
every step that i take is another mistake to you
! d( D/ Z3 C3 g" b& s/ x(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
0 X! X$ t7 r& S& k5 y1 f9 Z. M* u5 t kand every second i waste is more than i can take8 F2 J, T2 X' S A1 \' g2 g5 b5 |/ o
i've become so numb i can't feel you there' }5 J4 R! o4 R6 b" M
i've become so tired so much more aware5 L/ A* W U3 }4 ~2 [3 g$ [' o2 D9 x
i've becoming this all i want to do. v% A$ N3 k9 r# e8 ?3 \
is be more like me and be less like you
- i' m% x3 l' C A0 uand i know
( w2 Z. E: R G, d6 C! Bi may end up failing too1 I ^( X' h4 [3 H
but i know+ k6 `: J9 l6 h' j' E9 l
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you+ C" j) r5 l3 h; v
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
6 Z# ]7 Q# C% p. u2 v: s, N) Z. oi've become so tired so much more aware
6 H. h9 D: B, J2 S" E# ~2 |! Ui've becoming this all i want to do
8 l, }5 n/ R ?; Z- {7 Y; Tis be more like me and be less like you
+ A' a K0 Y3 o7 |4 d9 gi've become so numb i can't feel you there
' `0 N v, a+ u& p& G$ ]is everything what you want me to be- s) g1 e! [; y+ `2 J
i've become so numb i can't feel you there' s, \& w7 U. ]& f5 v
is everything what you want me to be
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% X' L4 N4 j* @老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
9 B& y, N! I* e- Q- ^: y G5 v- y我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
+ A9 y! O' ]) g+ t" B, T, V不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我! n1 {) w( U: W5 m, a; [+ [
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的, M" ^" M9 m; k5 u
睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
+ S$ t3 `; e, i& Y但愿如此••
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷