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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
" W0 z2 ^; Q7 U" x- N4 D( Z: C0 T# f做起事来总不起劲
# {: w& e( k! @: \3 Y9 L忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
* N. W( r& T+ j% I; y处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了& j1 a/ `7 L% z, P0 o
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏0 O( I7 A3 L: }0 {
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
, o d# D( ?0 B" u2 v6 G2 ]# m! u...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去% }% B) y6 H( v2 [0 ~! w+ L- g
…真TM闷: i! ]# q# k+ B& U1 j, {
到了下午
" G! s7 ?+ w# A6 D1 e2 P1 j, g对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
4 z4 V$ p0 _2 d# L& j所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
# \* P. m9 J: ]! b( y1 A空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
5 j# ~5 x/ d& \# p% d" p! f6 Z# p+ l每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
" F) d; D( W9 I9 j5 k9 @我疯了？- s( f9 {: n2 F5 ~1 `$ G' j* q
正如月说的4 j9 [7 d) R3 B
时间吧！/ l% i) |. H3 Y: s
让它冲淡一切" p) Y' ^0 h7 _4 |
时间只能冲淡别人的看法. q1 K! u6 d6 S7 |3 h+ [0 q d3 f: X
却冲淡不了别人的想法 i' f4 a; N, Z* p) X3 U
伤口好了总会有疤痕的6 ^+ d$ q4 e" `# z+ {7 i( z! c
星星说的过去了的都过去了
4 v* d+ a* I0 i4 R+ D不要再追究，别人会忘的* G- R% M7 f9 a1 N' V7 q7 |8 u" s
但愿如此
3 ?* m" X3 p7 a: J, _琴兽说过
$ P+ e( s; V' Y D( c你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
7 T& d% ?+ S' z& Y6 C0 U老实说1 A8 K" `0 ]7 Y8 s Q( N2 i
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束7 W" c5 A- @5 s9 n" ~. L$ s
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不1 f* H' i" h2 \0 x4 d' @3 k! m
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
& G& b1 [' V; ~" r" l: f) {" M完成了要做什么也不知道了
7 m1 n/ V0 I8 X/ @6 J7 h% S0 t眼前一片雾* P, ~3 H- M- I" O% {8 z
真希望能仙人指路9 x# f; h6 ]$ a4 Q
现在我终于明白了
! C8 [, Z. Q9 z* G* ?/ I我没有最了解我的人
m: U" S9 T3 R+ s* H* y死党也仿佛理我而去了
B3 n' q1 W; Q# z$ j4 g$ q+ n现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
7 z) K3 Q' B, v) v8 G% Qi'm tired of being what you want me to be( `! N/ N7 N9 u8 E* p) W' w
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
W/ F" J$ F2 P/ xdon't know what you're expecting of me
/ v4 J7 {' A( Pput under the pressure of walking in your shoes
9 B1 u: H: D9 A6 _; s( F; l! l(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
& m+ n3 G" L8 Z( a% a! xevery step i take is another mistake to you y$ u5 N+ A) H4 o9 ~/ R
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)7 T% {" ?: o5 m) m0 w
i've become so numb i can't feel you there. \+ ^* x I, `: j7 z
i've become so tired so much more aware2 ]2 \6 s# V9 s- W+ {3 }9 Z' c0 S
i've becoming this all i want to do+ ]! M6 r4 a, a" |' A" N2 v0 A! |
is be more like me and be less like you
$ J$ I% ]4 B$ [( I, l8 rcan't you see that you're smothering me
! X! y6 \& n; |2 O% sholding too tightly afraid to lose control
7 y$ \# u0 ]6 g3 l; W" t, k1 Hcause everything that you thought i would be b1 A2 B c2 o# L' @
has fallen apart right in front of you1 h/ ` \! V. N( M! `+ X4 T6 \. o
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)) W) \* B, w' E' F
every step that i take is another mistake to you% q8 c, V( c2 I2 @3 U$ l3 m1 ?
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)/ h. i# g0 v& }: m
and every second i waste is more than i can take
+ F; o4 ^/ C) z/ Z. t$ q0 Ni've become so numb i can't feel you there9 B$ c: W h3 l3 [& C: S1 a
i've become so tired so much more aware' ?$ U/ G, k D( |% _* D: N
i've becoming this all i want to do
9 W2 w" l" X2 r8 O; [is be more like me and be less like you
' D/ j% P, L% xand i know8 B5 i1 _" [: B: E
i may end up failing too
( s6 s: }( I' I/ x+ l% Jbut i know
7 I& ^6 C( o- |- uyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you( e; `) C' m4 q0 M+ M. K2 J
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
) y" @( W4 h* [* Fi've become so tired so much more aware* e6 {- ^/ g9 O8 ~
i've becoming this all i want to do
+ j: }* _) w! m, b* his be more like me and be less like you
/ s5 s' ^$ D4 {: i8 hi've become so numb i can't feel you there r; L6 b# R/ V5 a* }% f4 y5 q
is everything what you want me to be
8 u, w z$ X; G7 v' z3 F- j/ Wi've become so numb i can't feel you there. ]& b6 W9 t$ V0 k# g# H! ~
is everything what you want me to be& C7 H+ J4 S2 z: P) V' B1 j
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
z* x& I; q; Q$ W% ~% t我只想说我很莫名的纳闷- ?# J5 t/ ~- I* h4 \
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
5 @& g) L4 m. F6 ^' P+ H) p我也知道我写文章没头没尾的% s2 a- c* v# p; q' o
睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～- x7 [3 f* p$ `5 t U
但愿如此••8 Q. d7 _' ~: C! B2 A& U
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷