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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
4 X1 c4 [, c2 _; U# U做起事来总不起劲% h( v3 K) w9 P2 q
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。% y m1 S5 Q4 W N
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了) c2 x# e% R/ }2 u0 l
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
9 @1 G5 E; {, A% C9 ^, S这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了3 ]$ n8 ]8 X8 ]6 @; H K
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去8 v! ~1 E. C( z( ?9 Y' q' W* k
…真TM闷
1 E. X0 R+ g" J/ m3 \到了下午- z: w3 @/ M: `1 A
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - , z. b4 B( Z$ F4 y
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…+ o% I- @1 `8 U5 F$ h
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
& E5 R, N# N0 U每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
X9 E5 Y: ?2 U. _- h' S: H我疯了？
2 R1 U- w' d# ]# e5 o正如月说的
- A1 J3 H Q$ p* f+ I时间吧！
. q2 p- C2 ^: a! j% c) [$ O, {让它冲淡一切
; [4 Z$ F2 X+ X) ~9 P时间只能冲淡别人的看法
2 k9 R! g0 G9 o7 v却冲淡不了别人的想法3 {$ N0 _) Z3 ~+ c/ p4 {! }
伤口好了总会有疤痕的( p2 A$ t6 t' @8 u4 C
星星说的过去了的都过去了0 q& Q1 m7 m5 J3 c: W& `0 V9 l
不要再追究，别人会忘的. n) g1 o: z; q
但愿如此
8 _$ j+ x- |7 @2 e+ D. W" w琴兽说过& X" z+ T5 P! H& ^) [; X7 h
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
3 x! N. o1 O8 o$ W0 m! C( U+ r老实说
+ S0 B' v t* T; J我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束( x) V. r c, q+ E8 L* a
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
. _0 {+ u, L v( E4 P0 Y" o& j现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
7 e8 {6 f$ p, ?+ L7 r4 r4 a完成了要做什么也不知道了
3 ?+ z% R5 Z0 Z1 w8 \' @& z眼前一片雾' }) b0 Q G; \) @
真希望能仙人指路
5 p# U+ G6 v" p6 ]% z现在我终于明白了
# r+ |8 N8 ? Q, d- ]- o我没有最了解我的人( L( X- a" G* Z+ g Z6 b
死党也仿佛理我而去了
' I+ D a& U; b% t, L现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
, Q/ Z9 R5 k% b9 @% x ti'm tired of being what you want me to be
6 d7 Y9 A% \ Z2 n( Gfeeling so faithless lost under the surface5 p+ r" A, X# n
don't know what you're expecting of me) K! a9 ?4 T1 Q5 H/ r4 D1 ^
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
# U- B0 V& e) S(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
7 I k: Z8 M, V2 K1 ` Hevery step i take is another mistake to you
( D2 F: F% \7 b; h9 c(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
; A' |1 P7 X& ]+ N2 Ci've become so numb i can't feel you there$ j- e/ I4 K6 k4 `8 @' n0 T: [7 s/ f
i've become so tired so much more aware2 O5 w1 n9 i. t8 Z1 f
i've becoming this all i want to do3 o# ]5 P/ o2 s A
is be more like me and be less like you% F0 F6 w3 ? i+ K, d# [% r
can't you see that you're smothering me! d- M3 x* a2 F1 q# b2 I" a
holding too tightly afraid to lose control5 @' P' e$ p+ `# o# L
cause everything that you thought i would be: I- x/ d6 h/ l4 n" p0 M9 n1 E
has fallen apart right in front of you0 e; n `, y5 K6 j! {5 j
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow), }; \+ n( I, S9 A" [( `4 ^# d: ?6 J
every step that i take is another mistake to you/ H1 T) H5 H }4 X- M8 c
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)$ y; W1 S6 R& ]
and every second i waste is more than i can take
" h$ W' x0 a5 e; P# F& mi've become so numb i can't feel you there
( _7 z5 K; n. E2 c% Gi've become so tired so much more aware
; N- U) ]3 q9 M( K1 di've becoming this all i want to do2 z2 v. t9 F- S
is be more like me and be less like you1 R1 z) i- i1 u3 @' u- D
and i know4 |3 t4 z! b1 G8 }" n3 {
i may end up failing too
+ p5 u& L' D% s5 fbut i know
% J+ |" x t; X( [$ } E2 Tyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
( x( m A2 ?0 Ei've become so numb i can't feel you there
2 @: b# S# I* F8 e0 i8 B2 v; j$ pi've become so tired so much more aware
+ x. q6 N2 Z! o- Pi've becoming this all i want to do
2 Z6 S: a6 s" ~7 B7 v+ W. Nis be more like me and be less like you
% o+ r# v Y2 K7 H# y h- m7 Bi've become so numb i can't feel you there2 ~( u# ?3 U. t3 ?* t$ d, n
is everything what you want me to be
, ~" ?0 T! l1 ~# Ci've become so numb i can't feel you there* P! Z) w6 g1 }4 e+ W: h
is everything what you want me to be9 H! Y- _ g( k: g1 g
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么/ z6 c' P9 b- H: O
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
! q7 H9 Z1 `. M# s# `6 R/ B不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
( i2 T$ ]" s2 R+ R2 W9 l3 C我也知道我写文章没头没尾的1 T; x9 B0 c( b: L' c
睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～/ a) E4 i7 D6 B: y; x3 ^: h
但愿如此••
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷