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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！3 e3 e8 P. `* N, ~% l4 N3 `
做起事来总不起劲
" S1 A" N2 F0 k忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
5 J0 K' |2 f- s6 ?$ e处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
+ F9 f; C. o+ V' Z, M每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏* i0 H; A8 H6 X7 ] y2 n$ I+ l
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
+ d: i0 j1 ]/ [...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去 d- R- T/ W1 C$ x# _
…真TM闷( r4 D8 [2 E& f8 V
到了下午' l" o, X* W4 Q Q( v$ W) u
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
/ C: x8 i7 R7 K* M8 w所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…* p$ q# A$ \$ D7 n, J0 D6 f
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。% N1 Y& J, H$ v; f! d( j
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…0 Q' y* M' J: F$ m6 t
我疯了？2 B. [* m6 z: o+ p0 Z
正如月说的; N( I, y) O! A# ^% c% H
时间吧！2 Q1 `* f; y* M) j5 M a0 ?) m
让它冲淡一切+ _2 Z4 @. T0 x9 `* X6 G
时间只能冲淡别人的看法
) f/ J+ q- V* O/ b却冲淡不了别人的想法1 o% U0 a' i/ k G" l
伤口好了总会有疤痕的* {; U/ g; v9 y0 v, ?( P, \
星星说的过去了的都过去了
$ J5 m+ ^8 i/ }不要再追究，别人会忘的& N7 z5 d. j) |, ^* l1 K7 W
但愿如此
c) n. \7 e; Q琴兽说过; H# X2 ^* Q0 w5 |+ f0 ~7 ]
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
4 y3 F; K9 B3 u2 o老实说( j. Y* h' P4 f$ ` ?
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
: J9 e, L; b4 u+ }4 Y9 S" f* a甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不4 `! r+ x$ E5 D6 s) G) W- M4 n+ o. b
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
1 M6 N) ~$ p* m, N8 v; N完成了要做什么也不知道了" @1 q3 j+ \7 L; t+ F, ~! G4 \
眼前一片雾% r3 F- C0 |" a
真希望能仙人指路
8 p: I; u( d/ ` ?, X现在我终于明白了, P5 c* ?+ V3 |* I; ?2 Y3 N
我没有最了解我的人" U7 P/ h+ f# m# e
死党也仿佛理我而去了
8 W& `& C* l4 {" T* ?3 Y6 b. _/ }3 _现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
1 h4 A" n/ X6 R1 H9 @' U6 ^i'm tired of being what you want me to be
8 j6 p) d" X$ q8 D! zfeeling so faithless lost under the surface2 s# y& L: S. S& r3 B+ v
don't know what you're expecting of me+ g! S3 V3 Y! W2 F' z" i
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes5 \& {, o) l, O5 [
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)2 f$ P$ l8 z7 T. c9 M2 U
every step i take is another mistake to you
0 F' T o3 i0 ]8 ~(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)) d3 `$ Z6 [3 \
i've become so numb i can't feel you there0 A* W9 N/ g0 x' p# v& B
i've become so tired so much more aware
- }0 |, ~: l9 e. x( `" Pi've becoming this all i want to do) G# T. d6 w' \# J0 J6 c: m
is be more like me and be less like you
7 t4 a) ^$ O1 y: ucan't you see that you're smothering me. W) f% ?9 f! d. O
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
( q1 g4 Z4 X' c/ N/ Mcause everything that you thought i would be
9 ]0 k1 m, A6 X' Ehas fallen apart right in front of you- x( A. f' S) b, x8 x
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)! I0 q, E5 p0 A6 h8 x* Z* W1 `0 L
every step that i take is another mistake to you
3 z" G& D& u0 ^+ ?, G5 E(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)7 G q4 ?7 C6 F6 y' t" }
and every second i waste is more than i can take
/ y& G( P6 r- f4 u: H' y8 E# t0 Hi've become so numb i can't feel you there4 U& t; `" C$ N9 H$ B4 Q" ^
i've become so tired so much more aware
1 N/ j3 ?5 v) o: O* n. ]4 pi've becoming this all i want to do
7 L' X( X/ J( b' M; C6 H/ sis be more like me and be less like you) c0 u8 h* Q" I8 v5 [% {, o
and i know
* L9 n: Y: _# {$ m8 S* l' B: }3 Oi may end up failing too
. \+ c, Q$ l6 u' {3 a- Obut i know
' w7 v" n" l5 B9 Z( Eyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
9 U4 l+ Y1 G( [0 G" F+ K8 bi've become so numb i can't feel you there% | L) A P2 I0 Z# |. E
i've become so tired so much more aware
: i! o% k' g; h% Xi've becoming this all i want to do# L* d3 ?; G; R9 l$ X
is be more like me and be less like you3 c- B. K0 S' P+ B
i've become so numb i can't feel you there# K: B2 _- _9 }. a2 L* W
is everything what you want me to be: T" e0 y/ ^) ?6 }4 w" [9 n
i've become so numb i can't feel you there, ~1 h3 W- z9 d2 t7 c
is everything what you want me to be
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
8 u# j) I, S h我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
. X+ b! ~/ N. C7 |不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
* C: r& W9 O& l& O J# Y/ `2 {; u我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
- i' h3 t0 ^6 Z2 j$ Z& o4 P6 ~睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
M: N2 C7 }8 S但愿如此••
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8 [7 N* e# K2 i Z; G3 M+ A8 i+ O3 Y[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷