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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
: i5 n6 r3 p/ Q$ E: ]做起事来总不起劲
- v7 _+ R' \9 W# m忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
( [; {3 D3 H( h! t7 C8 m处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
' ?% S9 ~& P& G7 [& p每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏& j9 H( u( V. P/ e2 U
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了- }- y( e6 _, ^9 n
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去& G- O5 W( m- N7 f( W/ G9 g4 i
…真TM闷
! E0 \( `+ ^/ k6 p6 R$ A2 q到了下午
8 y c8 {! E8 I P5 R# G0 O# }$ G对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
+ N8 f# N# j. {" g所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
8 b* p1 t& V" R, \% j空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。6 X# w- l7 y5 l7 `
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
, u' J2 j9 k. q: {# v U% t: W我疯了？* K1 p2 C% E0 y1 h2 P; V, C
正如月说的8 |4 k( \/ T5 a. E; x' [
时间吧！
. Z# ^$ w5 Y k* G- m! W9 P让它冲淡一切2 E$ }# s X" W- V# i% w
时间只能冲淡别人的看法
0 J1 x K& M/ Z1 w r3 X) d7 o却冲淡不了别人的想法
& ]1 t4 {# t( I伤口好了总会有疤痕的* S' P6 h7 r# j6 `
星星说的过去了的都过去了
$ M0 ~! C: j; J# R. ]* n不要再追究，别人会忘的
, |' V7 W' Y p- b' e但愿如此
( _* s1 L2 w$ H- { V# |* U琴兽说过
. p! H8 F: [- g8 g3 }( ]) p; H- b你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
/ T K, {; ~! z/ q# @' v# O5 M0 V" d老实说
& T% d4 ^8 Z* I0 E我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束. m. O# ]1 I8 L) M: z. Q0 m
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不# m# m2 e. S3 ~
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了( u, s# H1 \' L7 |7 ~2 T) r
完成了要做什么也不知道了) y4 K$ X' Y8 j: I
眼前一片雾
/ f) q4 K# [/ {9 [' Z真希望能仙人指路9 F' \8 J! l/ l+ }: ]
现在我终于明白了0 }. ~3 C5 {9 s
我没有最了解我的人
! n) m, z$ Q# L. @) I( G死党也仿佛理我而去了
6 `$ X! B; c% Q$ c7 J6 K' F* Z' q现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
' m. F- U, h$ ]5 s. li'm tired of being what you want me to be
4 m- [$ [* f. ?* q" @& O; \feeling so faithless lost under the surface3 i: ]9 Y/ }; T% e6 C
don't know what you're expecting of me
) M& S) X" D+ S2 g+ Zput under the pressure of walking in your shoes" X0 S& Z( W' K% @% {$ c
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
9 a. o1 F/ J2 f' T. q1 \; |every step i take is another mistake to you
# E; q6 d7 x6 A( @/ r) E(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
" a7 X4 Y- ?0 R0 _# Wi've become so numb i can't feel you there
* n- O$ k; J5 b3 O9 j( @ xi've become so tired so much more aware" i& A O Z" [. k, }8 ]- v
i've becoming this all i want to do
) g* f4 n8 j( ` jis be more like me and be less like you6 {) ?6 |7 p9 ^
can't you see that you're smothering me
2 `* U9 O3 y* \) m' z: Lholding too tightly afraid to lose control; J8 u0 D. p5 ?0 i" V7 |
cause everything that you thought i would be
- d0 |/ H Y- f9 Y7 xhas fallen apart right in front of you) g! t. c5 ]% _, G* m! X
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)3 n- D( I2 y( D" R; T0 T$ A" t
every step that i take is another mistake to you
; D; o2 K. R& p# n4 z. ?1 J(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
8 Y6 I& I- Q9 i) V+ D* Uand every second i waste is more than i can take; V$ Z! T# e; O+ ^$ x# t
i've become so numb i can't feel you there2 X7 ^% Z) v( A
i've become so tired so much more aware
* L- ` D! _" I1 N" M) Ei've becoming this all i want to do `& h/ A( K# K+ E5 G
is be more like me and be less like you
& k! t$ {! W/ T vand i know, o; K! q0 J; y2 M: `, I8 X
i may end up failing too
9 @$ ~+ G# e* K( c( abut i know# Q" h* `$ v# C7 e, z1 u
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
' b. ?8 w3 `7 X" K5 L4 @i've become so numb i can't feel you there
7 W; ?; a- h8 Z1 h% `' [0 Ui've become so tired so much more aware+ h! ^. w+ A4 [8 P
i've becoming this all i want to do! u. y: h0 O9 C* ~
is be more like me and be less like you
! w2 Z/ ] y5 d9 L) U( o3 bi've become so numb i can't feel you there
/ C: A6 ]7 F8 Q4 N' m5 ^is everything what you want me to be
) s8 k" |3 S) J: a& U- Yi've become so numb i can't feel you there% T% X0 e$ m1 _9 q
is everything what you want me to be
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$ D7 W4 T P' f) p; d8 d6 @* l老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么$ |+ j3 w# x" T3 g# ^
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷6 U, i5 i/ Q5 j- I. P, g- x
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我% u$ ~( [4 y) H' D
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
% k5 ~- B9 |5 i睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～& a' @; H7 _ P7 P! }# c: L9 l
但愿如此•• M7 r P- G/ u6 Q: Y4 _
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷