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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
7 f0 k; g X$ Z. z做起事来总不起劲# C/ a) e5 l) u; K b$ f
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
4 y$ d. { h" B处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了
6 |4 T! {3 R1 I% w" ?, C每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏) A( ]' S( i5 P- l3 r' Z
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了! z3 v8 F1 `5 x" H! B- P/ p* @
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
; a2 O" z( n1 l, u2 e1 _…真TM闷
" X; G" j2 x9 q# Q+ f到了下午. F& w# Z. R& f( I
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
8 W- Q9 m2 ]) j F; l {所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…+ @! v5 n s/ r- O) w4 X3 R8 f
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。1 I/ H( c6 B4 M
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己… x" u+ s; \8 V
我疯了？
/ w& b. d p ^& d! p: Q正如月说的" ?6 W& l0 T; h: ]) y" C
时间吧！
2 k/ A' j- O6 j8 d让它冲淡一切& h5 W6 r# O( P# @6 c* t6 ^
时间只能冲淡别人的看法
' n. n4 D% x9 N- D" a却冲淡不了别人的想法
+ }% H, {$ u0 e; s伤口好了总会有疤痕的
9 y% b9 I9 y+ f* f+ P3 e星星说的过去了的都过去了
% ^! ^' f& i5 ?7 C- R1 i E& E8 o6 x不要再追究，别人会忘的
6 f4 T- q6 b/ r& [但愿如此, s0 A) Q: X+ T, Z# h j# C
琴兽说过
9 A: F( g; X# _( F0 p3 X你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
0 o# ?/ P. I6 q7 P+ R. ]# P老实说9 C& z/ b D" z7 T4 d
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束) J- e+ _, i4 ~% e* m& K0 j
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
! X. k# F$ ?( {! y/ B$ C现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了9 ~5 ?; }$ s- v, |2 K" v" i
完成了要做什么也不知道了* n* R6 H) e" N/ Z! {. e7 J
眼前一片雾
- Z3 N- p& |6 K5 |真希望能仙人指路
+ Z* _+ `+ H7 k; w; M9 G8 ~6 w现在我终于明白了" p( [4 t0 m3 a3 m# [7 p
我没有最了解我的人7 R: {% d3 D+ q2 \
死党也仿佛理我而去了1 [# s6 }7 `1 J9 Z+ H. n) o
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着, X7 v1 e" T0 X1 d. o7 R" @! Q
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
8 [+ C k: J+ U$ L8 i. ^/ cfeeling so faithless lost under the surface8 ~6 ]+ W+ M( c
don't know what you're expecting of me; ^7 r( x- r: P6 y" e9 c# V
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes4 j4 Q0 ]* M( v( U; x
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
% K# W B6 Z2 _: Y: g. L, l1 ]every step i take is another mistake to you a, [) |) s9 N& }2 N# E( X! T1 M
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
" O0 C+ {/ x3 zi've become so numb i can't feel you there
& R( @& B. c) Zi've become so tired so much more aware
8 K6 f/ f9 w1 K# y5 oi've becoming this all i want to do
. k m5 T4 G7 `is be more like me and be less like you$ A- V) q" @) J8 Q; [, l# T
can't you see that you're smothering me
z. a* s# M A0 p2 z0 \holding too tightly afraid to lose control
0 Q, e# g+ q. j, [: Wcause everything that you thought i would be1 u, B/ }+ [. |. s9 w
has fallen apart right in front of you% H; A# ~" @5 p7 Q/ I8 i; [
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
: m) h } @# R/ |2 \1 w2 mevery step that i take is another mistake to you
) K3 q/ h2 d. n(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)8 {; ~; r0 P. F- E X+ y
and every second i waste is more than i can take
8 U1 w" w% T- {; f+ W* L) B: Hi've become so numb i can't feel you there
' j( ]6 h- B! }# ~; [i've become so tired so much more aware
* N8 d7 {- `# m% h6 B5 }i've becoming this all i want to do
0 o' y7 P+ T$ b1 F6 P( H4 T/ ]0 Xis be more like me and be less like you
7 Z3 _' h' c- T& D2 Nand i know
4 v" t$ A, I3 k+ Xi may end up failing too
/ s) D/ V& a! k3 F& y9 J3 G, Nbut i know' R. d @) Y$ `& N% M, o5 \" F' h
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
" v3 [2 c5 s. U) o. m1 Y* Qi've become so numb i can't feel you there% v ]; |, ~7 m8 Z; l, e* v
i've become so tired so much more aware$ U* |. b' w) p( Z2 ]
i've becoming this all i want to do7 k$ r; S+ ` w$ ^/ n4 M$ G
is be more like me and be less like you
) R7 o7 R# W6 L7 ~i've become so numb i can't feel you there
/ L5 Z% z% m/ x" n5 Yis everything what you want me to be
1 ]% Z* g$ u V F3 W" q/ R9 hi've become so numb i can't feel you there
0 b! V6 D+ l# L. K$ X! V% tis everything what you want me to be0 N% V# O/ P1 n; I! g' l3 v
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老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
6 [) y4 {, A T [; ]5 U$ u: {我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
0 k: W2 o0 O) P. W不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我7 q6 |! y. e' S% R& D( _
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
3 N) a# A9 @5 d) U% n; \' v- } h+ [3 L睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～2 P+ t$ d V8 G# ^
但愿如此••
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Q/ @ N3 J7 J% |[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷