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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！7 p6 e- f3 h- f y2 Z+ x- M4 ?5 ?
做起事来总不起劲
$ w. r* l; [6 m1 m: H忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。( Q/ i- H( _& {/ f6 u
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了& A2 H* C8 y. O# {0 U& C, \
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏6 K4 e' P4 D C0 L
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了( c: l: W; {% [* P+ w
...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
; T* V; ?, o) u# c% v5 ?9 @…真TM闷# U6 A8 K: P; U/ o @# f
到了下午) G6 ^. [+ r6 {! }0 f) V
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
! A( ?9 Q! ^& ?6 m5 X4 Q5 c7 h; W所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…" p$ G. h+ i( O
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。" C( j s" H# P0 E3 A
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
0 h) E9 [! R3 d& L7 G8 W" ^我疯了？
' p: B5 y. } {: z, j正如月说的
7 Z' f! S6 V( g( P, t1 c+ h' ?时间吧！1 J' H% T& w0 g; n2 p5 b2 @
让它冲淡一切( P' T5 h5 ^* `9 J) r: u
时间只能冲淡别人的看法
9 g: w. _3 X( }- L3 ]却冲淡不了别人的想法" ^& H% T; f0 `' b4 j/ X
伤口好了总会有疤痕的
9 l- n9 d; J' H星星说的过去了的都过去了
' E! p5 s, e. P3 s) v9 c0 P" q4 T9 ?4 t不要再追究，别人会忘的' L# J! K' G) G
但愿如此. ~1 l9 b& S& [8 Q2 J
琴兽说过" e; o7 j& z& m2 W3 }4 \
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER4 t# {9 I' J# K4 I' |% V
老实说
- G8 a7 r! {& v2 ^0 U. n: P; x我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
% [* u* `$ f) ` f/ e3 J+ P6 H甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不
7 f5 @/ Y% h# O/ z" ^. r/ M现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了2 O7 r0 n# _: m4 P
完成了要做什么也不知道了
: }9 X2 s3 L& a2 t1 P' c3 y眼前一片雾
# o9 u* C- ]2 l$ D0 q9 i真希望能仙人指路2 ?* r* h0 z* e: Q9 z5 B/ z: v
现在我终于明白了: f# r& c& d. c% \ j
我没有最了解我的人" k( k1 n9 L6 l- Y5 h
死党也仿佛理我而去了
1 Y' A3 O5 x5 m+ |$ G现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着7 y: U6 p* |: [9 ? A
i'm tired of being what you want me to be6 e5 m- n( t" d8 K) ]6 `( f
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
/ m6 O* v2 V c8 |7 v9 Rdon't know what you're expecting of me
9 z9 s W! ^2 f. p" y0 _- ?+ nput under the pressure of walking in your shoes
6 H( ?) v9 N& _0 v(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
5 t, k+ a/ ?4 q* t2 n3 C" e0 severy step i take is another mistake to you
8 o0 x+ }) q1 U(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
( N8 X: M- S/ X4 @, xi've become so numb i can't feel you there
0 _# J0 W' b6 \1 x% ji've become so tired so much more aware! H# i; [' U2 L: H8 Z6 \
i've becoming this all i want to do
1 O {* m" J. R$ b' a2 }is be more like me and be less like you
4 P+ y5 @6 D/ a" V9 z8 Bcan't you see that you're smothering me
) i+ A O" `' f9 s1 l4 Cholding too tightly afraid to lose control
' |; q7 }' F8 o: f2 y4 w+ @, Qcause everything that you thought i would be; Y9 L2 A% w6 w0 D" ^% |% U
has fallen apart right in front of you
, `# W/ x# C+ z7 e4 d; h9 w1 x9 f" ]% M(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)1 J1 L, s; g/ Y5 l, p
every step that i take is another mistake to you, D+ d7 n7 l$ o4 Q' w" h
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)1 X, ?6 u. y# z( S/ f- ]6 s- b+ N
and every second i waste is more than i can take
4 z9 s# T1 c6 Fi've become so numb i can't feel you there! W- j4 ^" r& D2 I+ a
i've become so tired so much more aware6 V2 Q( A% r# @
i've becoming this all i want to do# q# i, M! ?9 F# r8 P
is be more like me and be less like you' k+ `/ T9 x/ A5 `/ N! y: X; P
and i know9 z! J& \) y" N& g7 J
i may end up failing too
3 g; b2 S. ~6 U9 @' } nbut i know2 e5 [) ~# l, g
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you+ F: u h/ B: H8 @# S
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
$ R2 }4 b0 l3 q8 A7 E9 i/ l( li've become so tired so much more aware
4 U# u$ U) k5 J+ }4 s" g1 qi've becoming this all i want to do
* [& o w$ h* { v/ Kis be more like me and be less like you
4 ^* V" H' j" L. ~i've become so numb i can't feel you there, r7 k, [7 F: w% `" g
is everything what you want me to be6 o1 J5 M% S1 w& W# _
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
! t* y* k7 b" ? m2 w5 g, bis everything what you want me to be
5 `. s9 Z8 E% ~' ?) G9 |& |/ ^" [1 F F' E7 w7 J0 a
老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么. s+ _# r: ^) s4 v
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷3 j. `( A& f* o" G4 O
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
+ c# |5 ?! f+ F/ q我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
3 z3 f- ?# C; N8 o睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～$ [0 g% s. I+ @. N
但愿如此••. P! n. m; V* U9 {# D
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷