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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！/ S3 _) Q* i# B, Z2 k7 }
做起事来总不起劲! B2 [' L3 S' p% O- R
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。$ m" ~2 ?8 p2 _
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了) H: M( V" O3 |3 S: ~! W- {7 L
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏$ g0 [1 H. I" J1 q
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
: l6 t% t6 b! y( r$ B5 {1 ^$ b...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去( X2 y9 z! T- ?9 o4 z1 L( M
…真TM闷
0 t$ ?1 o% ]0 M' o( ^0 \到了下午
u1 X, w; f2 l s3 Q对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
3 \ _4 ~- ?) {0 s: T) Q3 b所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
; w0 W3 V6 p! q& O$ h7 m空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。+ T& ]5 j; v0 j8 Q: | y) d, U0 y( c) F
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
) s8 Q% g1 T! Q4 S; }$ G: Y我疯了？
8 u' V2 \4 B y2 \, h& p% `9 R6 _正如月说的
+ z% ?4 I0 X9 k, ]时间吧！
* Z! ^6 @' ]- j4 Z+ @6 G让它冲淡一切
0 E; ?1 d3 ?8 @3 @5 e时间只能冲淡别人的看法
3 M8 h" O0 e0 p却冲淡不了别人的想法8 t# N# H- t$ B( f* {
伤口好了总会有疤痕的# w6 t7 h% ~4 d9 S8 [
星星说的过去了的都过去了 k Z: W& w, l3 [, M8 q( e; E
不要再追究，别人会忘的2 L. ]2 U( |- u
但愿如此. X! q/ f& R/ f7 Y3 a" B) m
琴兽说过+ T3 m5 e0 `8 d' e
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER) R, {* j+ |) G' i0 G
老实说# N j; v9 w2 D7 X7 A& Q
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束) Q O6 i4 }- l, ]; t9 S8 b
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不( J$ `" F$ N! A7 m
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
: p1 R3 `6 f# ~8 z6 x6 N完成了要做什么也不知道了
9 |* u. C5 ~, u8 [7 {眼前一片雾
* N x1 m$ @# H# _+ `: y真希望能仙人指路
* W4 Y7 _' ?3 g9 P- q6 x4 }! a现在我终于明白了
$ g- r a7 e! t% a. t我没有最了解我的人
3 ^- E# R$ X$ a1 C, g死党也仿佛理我而去了
0 f D0 i. R& m1 N现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
3 S( l/ p3 c! ^4 Fi'm tired of being what you want me to be# e/ [) e! N- y8 z$ l
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
- X. m( q+ r+ Y& C% ?don't know what you're expecting of me
; E z J! N" W4 Dput under the pressure of walking in your shoes
" L4 W* i$ r3 J6 ]- L# G(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
/ _! s3 F; K. C( y" y: r/ Tevery step i take is another mistake to you
" N* }* Z N6 p7 d0 Q" e: C3 c(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
( N, I! V) a, ^4 ki've become so numb i can't feel you there3 y; v# U+ o# m7 v* P( R; z& c( A
i've become so tired so much more aware+ `9 D; @6 A& q, d
i've becoming this all i want to do
% B9 E" y7 d6 l5 x( y+ x* o$ ]is be more like me and be less like you$ {( _$ u, r2 F9 K$ v
can't you see that you're smothering me
6 d% c5 U& q3 t: Kholding too tightly afraid to lose control
# H/ N. ]7 P- k! R8 Kcause everything that you thought i would be
& h( q2 B. L/ Y0 M( d" W. U0 y; }has fallen apart right in front of you J7 k) x, d" u( w9 \/ v
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
. _5 |+ |$ @# eevery step that i take is another mistake to you' _0 u; u2 s# o/ O
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)1 o2 i1 M# U$ E3 c; B
and every second i waste is more than i can take
. n/ s: i5 ]0 r, T( d! Ti've become so numb i can't feel you there+ f- U$ w8 c1 u' M' s. s( S$ y
i've become so tired so much more aware
, i8 h- |. J+ \6 ]i've becoming this all i want to do
6 P V% |/ v0 u- Fis be more like me and be less like you
8 V, {! Z" R* ]* l2 N; }6 g' |and i know* j7 V: v4 q7 S
i may end up failing too
$ y5 c5 e0 F0 ?2 \ x( b5 g8 ibut i know
7 m% `( g/ m8 l. _/ ?3 qyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
" t# P" h Z; x5 P5 A# A- |" |6 a! Di've become so numb i can't feel you there4 M% |! A" v9 s5 _0 R
i've become so tired so much more aware
0 A. N* k! `- c" |7 _i've becoming this all i want to do
. H) b+ e" Z. @3 Iis be more like me and be less like you$ K- D1 i* O, E
i've become so numb i can't feel you there* x. t- ]) X: h$ x1 ^4 D
is everything what you want me to be( B; U+ E" V" H8 r
i've become so numb i can't feel you there4 D5 X( C: S! Q- {/ N
is everything what you want me to be
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7 i7 u, a+ x& ]2 I老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
! \+ I' `, y' p我只想说我很莫名的纳闷0 [1 F$ f: t8 M) i7 W
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我8 b4 d4 p; p3 E C% z" q, x
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的2 v( _4 I% P/ v
睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～: A/ s4 S1 z# W2 k( S
但愿如此••
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# J6 E" X* d$ ^4 u[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷