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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！8 W+ _+ p7 B+ |2 h
做起事来总不起劲2 C+ ]3 D6 c4 Q7 d, h# c+ `
忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
$ }- V3 @: K& A6 P6 u) z) H* J: w处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了3 y- v8 J5 V2 s5 e- V/ v
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏
+ y+ u9 k1 \5 \4 B这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
: ]: y, Y9 p" Y- F- @0 N...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去 j; V/ S K8 A+ @5 b5 R
…真TM闷0 C- Z7 o3 s1 F* l$ c/ [
到了下午
% g: L3 E% D6 C) x3 N. Q8 u对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
; }/ T# @" q* ~& U5 c/ @所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…5 z; ]# p$ C* T9 S7 P I
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
4 O6 \7 ]& Y6 z" F' [每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
5 T. B9 z* h+ v' d/ p我疯了？3 @' _( c# \) N b
正如月说的
5 l& I S7 c: R/ J6 A9 F' k时间吧！ Q2 b& V4 m3 C% Z, s! C$ {
让它冲淡一切
" ]7 C4 y4 ~( Y2 R$ Y时间只能冲淡别人的看法7 l5 u& R+ W* O' S
却冲淡不了别人的想法
% q/ m' R9 h2 C6 }* U4 C3 y0 ?3 `伤口好了总会有疤痕的5 g! J1 _1 R3 s) r7 O. H
星星说的过去了的都过去了
3 a$ y, `+ f6 n不要再追究，别人会忘的' h$ d1 }9 t# Q+ R+ t
但愿如此
_3 j; [6 F2 B琴兽说过: A4 D4 D! w* ^2 i1 h1 l6 X
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER$ T4 @1 J2 b: c
老实说
% v2 t( K+ D& U; \1 i- \! b我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
% M4 }$ D. g& n& K; J4 r甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不6 {! U2 X2 d& A! y( d- B
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
! R( q7 B( q4 K5 O p& m& N" v完成了要做什么也不知道了/ l }. d3 Z# k
眼前一片雾
7 I6 K% _) t% ~ X* B. V: y0 T# I真希望能仙人指路+ T* ^: w7 i9 E
现在我终于明白了
! @5 ]- Q. R6 L- _% m$ l0 r我没有最了解我的人- q& G- D% y$ \7 m0 M7 Q
死党也仿佛理我而去了8 G+ v' A6 ^9 m5 s2 ?' r% N+ e ^
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
' o& M0 i5 W( R1 p% X! Bi'm tired of being what you want me to be
* Z' p5 i' C5 w/ o* |2 ]2 Yfeeling so faithless lost under the surface
7 Q, ?, N6 A0 k2 ?. ]! F5 qdon't know what you're expecting of me6 f1 G8 ^+ u% |* ^. t9 e
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes/ b2 S% H1 @, h; \: r# }
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
6 X; e/ g+ t: Y! U/ c, |$ Gevery step i take is another mistake to you
$ H/ |! Q9 w6 v: {8 S- X' w5 U(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)# ]1 ^& P7 s. Y: w9 l5 @$ ?0 y
i've become so numb i can't feel you there% g! g4 |. @( T0 c! P% @( s c
i've become so tired so much more aware& p( H) r6 w/ j" L8 }# z# H, h, m
i've becoming this all i want to do5 Q1 U# F' c# }" Q; C# u
is be more like me and be less like you" j& l$ q5 b+ s, Q
can't you see that you're smothering me
. z3 [+ f# H- O# m2 B, D5 Gholding too tightly afraid to lose control$ i+ |; V& r0 a
cause everything that you thought i would be
4 e" u' N4 `: {- B1 B# ]1 y y5 F- mhas fallen apart right in front of you) m, R7 U% T0 G8 p1 u. I" O) q
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
' G/ j* A; `% T7 ~. X9 eevery step that i take is another mistake to you
9 r1 y5 V& C2 X(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
3 G0 I$ F, l" ?and every second i waste is more than i can take
) r' c( I5 E% P2 n/ B0 Oi've become so numb i can't feel you there2 S1 I5 o- Q+ `! Q0 h2 S5 H# Q
i've become so tired so much more aware
) l* g# w! S( `2 ^i've becoming this all i want to do
9 G; m' f. @: Pis be more like me and be less like you
; Z' z9 e- x3 J2 h; n% Z8 Jand i know7 R5 ]( k& r6 H3 {* M K* ^
i may end up failing too7 ^3 J4 h- G. O- n9 f
but i know
$ S1 }4 A7 h- M. r1 c% kyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you( M' @3 H; T; V
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
) T3 R5 u6 x% t, B0 ^0 D+ Di've become so tired so much more aware( g r, D- ?/ G5 Q
i've becoming this all i want to do
4 ^ g3 t! N, p8 _is be more like me and be less like you% t. R0 Q/ b( g+ ~' k5 m" A
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
j5 @* N6 @! T. X% Z3 P" Nis everything what you want me to be
' k! |4 {3 W# R5 Ei've become so numb i can't feel you there' k8 Z% k; X+ I2 t! u% t
is everything what you want me to be# q& I' Y; g; T& l& I9 `
9 B4 W& p* L% o9 i老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么) Y g2 x" x7 h! o" A
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷
( j0 d }. k# l& n. C3 l/ t不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我
3 }; d' c0 ^" i7 k我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
0 w& f4 `3 j7 i) u: I+ a睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
6 ~% `* e1 L, L* o8 ~+ Y但愿如此••
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[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷