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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！
7 u5 X/ n, K- Z/ V做起事来总不起劲
* {2 v' O' x) s# f& h1 P" u5 d0 M忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。
% O ]5 p, u+ `# v7 b7 J( H处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了# |) n& M; S" H* g; q
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏2 W8 ^( I5 `& P0 }- S: c
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
: O3 ?" H4 C0 z. v% B# i...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
3 R2 ~$ E3 {, M' w& ]…真TM闷
& p* h; a! C$ K0 i到了下午4 p2 m% a. G: U1 [7 d* U9 r
对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - - $ T9 J; H" r/ k: G! ?
所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…
' I% A* l( {1 t" X* r8 s- z4 `/ h空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。' J' Q% s- Y$ Y& I+ i2 _$ w$ l
每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…
, H0 ?+ u$ I% L. C5 u+ g我疯了？! V9 Z0 v0 B1 ?1 V* n2 B* ]
正如月说的( o- m- u& B3 C3 [% e
时间吧！
+ R+ Q1 k- H# F2 q' I; B让它冲淡一切6 g! r2 @: R. {% p" t u
时间只能冲淡别人的看法/ q/ |7 o5 k' D" P/ R
却冲淡不了别人的想法( ] T4 T1 N* J( X9 K
伤口好了总会有疤痕的
+ ]$ K/ A4 Y4 s% e星星说的过去了的都过去了
! Y. \& }) P$ D- c不要再追究，别人会忘的
( }1 _- n1 S! @$ B, `但愿如此
. T" Z) h& ?; L琴兽说过" ^! ~: m+ W+ w4 U7 ^& {
你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER& n) r$ A+ i- e$ p
老实说
' O& f0 p/ `& a. a0 M我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束' O, ~( w+ w9 ~
甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不8 A3 `1 t5 q Y3 u* B- H2 G8 S
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了0 O( m8 Y. n9 c7 E
完成了要做什么也不知道了" } n2 L. x* u: i) u8 z& e
眼前一片雾) v4 m( W+ U U8 A O- ^
真希望能仙人指路! q3 ]; B" C8 @. H+ X/ n
现在我终于明白了
0 j& I; X w# V我没有最了解我的人
7 o: b1 ?/ d: b" A( o: a死党也仿佛理我而去了: ~( N* V% k+ z& r# q
现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着/ |+ |( h, M+ L
i'm tired of being what you want me to be5 L* l* `0 q0 j1 U, s4 _! x7 L
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
4 B( i2 h6 P4 \2 D6 G; idon't know what you're expecting of me2 e0 B7 m' o' V; d7 ?- T/ w& o: |
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
1 F _" r+ m& g" J(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
' a8 q4 q( V" D$ y! Oevery step i take is another mistake to you
9 K O' z. M: L(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)" P0 ?/ E/ T0 l4 B' [
i've become so numb i can't feel you there) ?% ?$ Y: z3 a
i've become so tired so much more aware
0 x+ e. s0 n. P$ Z2 D2 [1 g0 J* c% Qi've becoming this all i want to do
# h0 V8 O& R; n4 zis be more like me and be less like you
x- W. K/ b, u- U; N* Ican't you see that you're smothering me
" @7 o% u$ Y# zholding too tightly afraid to lose control
0 Q2 ]# Z/ q6 M2 S/ C# g; r8 Tcause everything that you thought i would be
! |* b& I6 H* I; z$ @has fallen apart right in front of you
! v% \7 u! Q r2 U(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
1 O1 T& @% n, @7 u! V! M" bevery step that i take is another mistake to you1 \8 r' ^* S2 A2 l2 T4 X% M
(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
1 a$ g+ V' V z) ^- ^0 }and every second i waste is more than i can take
8 g- {4 z/ K) x: f9 y3 r+ M: Hi've become so numb i can't feel you there8 Q# W3 Q5 l, `/ u% I% t0 V9 T4 y
i've become so tired so much more aware
. x4 s6 ^# I; o6 U- Si've becoming this all i want to do% |( p& N# Q( ]" _8 o! j" C
is be more like me and be less like you: C+ A: b8 I1 f& l5 S( N0 Z. \ L
and i know2 J) }" ? X1 `* i+ t
i may end up failing too7 B1 U' W. P0 d2 ^3 A# P0 X
but i know
( M0 S: [' v0 k* c: Qyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you
; ]( j/ i8 A3 B' M f& a A- pi've become so numb i can't feel you there
, p8 c8 z, U1 t6 }! h0 {" ri've become so tired so much more aware; G3 E K8 M+ ?6 b) s
i've becoming this all i want to do
! y- y/ ^1 |( m. fis be more like me and be less like you' F0 g- @) y6 O7 c- A- j
i've become so numb i can't feel you there( W3 V1 Z p: k+ v& z* ~0 {
is everything what you want me to be
# g% t* i# v5 H* h4 t& qi've become so numb i can't feel you there l1 n& j5 n2 V& \
is everything what you want me to be
" d! n* K/ p3 j3 }* c! [
7 M# R2 d& p G) r3 _) ]老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么
" e" P) {" D* @# W! l我只想说我很莫名的纳闷/ i, R+ V3 n6 w- |, {( G- L
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我& n0 T) H6 u0 u* g+ }( J7 k" M7 Z
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
K* ~6 U# s& s" S9 a) L睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～6 n4 M: P& ^4 j
但愿如此••8 ]) _! h# z% K I9 v
* `* H4 d# n2 f6 G' }, Y) ~: T. i% c: C[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷