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最近的心情都满低落的说…可能是失去目标的缘故吧！# H+ l8 K6 @% V6 ]
做起事来总不起劲
$ ~/ O( C. M& \! B4 I2 r: _* }8 z忙的人想假期；闲的人想工作。/ p* L5 X7 N( X4 ]; w0 y/ O' p0 T
处于假期的我闷得快失去自我了+ l2 n _- n" h: ?8 a# D1 Q
每天早上起来泡个咖啡开个QQ，别人不会理你，你就自己在那儿玩独角戏8 ] x+ `* p$ ^6 d! s
这种情形仿佛已经成为我生活的一部分了
) Z" I) O( q$ y _4 @7 L6 \4 y5 K...空虚的思想在我脑里逛来逛去
4 g" g. B2 F, N' D0 a: [ l…真TM闷. h# ^; @5 e8 ?/ L |$ o
到了下午
! D1 m! J" w' l8 i; ]1 {3 x对着QQ..忽然发现没别人加进黑名单了，绝望到了极点。不过愤怒总比绝望好吧～愤怒…愤怒…愤怒…到了最后还不是一样 - -
% N% u; B; ~* D; [( z所以我宁愿坐在那儿不动…/ Q. `6 s9 C/ D4 B
空闲之时看回以前做过的事物和别人的骂战，最频繁的画面又出现在眼前。
1 s* A4 H) ~0 Y e( r! N2 [每次仿佛都原谅不了自己…7 k5 H0 q* E' L1 v) \, Y
我疯了？9 T+ }5 \. T- t/ R/ f/ ?
正如月说的* C* Z* I2 @% t4 I( v8 \! X
时间吧！8 N4 K7 w& V9 N4 i7 c6 c8 `
让它冲淡一切, ]. P0 }' F$ k2 \1 p6 F* \
时间只能冲淡别人的看法9 c1 S( Y: L2 `4 } ~) |9 f
却冲淡不了别人的想法' N$ b+ \1 I" [ [
伤口好了总会有疤痕的# N X _: c" v3 q
星星说的过去了的都过去了
( A* \$ w/ |2 b( M6 c不要再追究，别人会忘的& a( Z2 N) y' e0 ^8 r+ \
但愿如此
5 W8 ?5 |# C) j* z+ o琴兽说过
; k0 r; F7 g3 n/ F* E你没拍过片，别人都不敢肯定你是个PSER
7 R- r# N( ]. v3 g# h老实说* P1 J! P9 d0 J
我都忘了我转笔到底从哪里开始，从哪里结束
! f! u f2 O& \) w甚至我都不清楚现在结束了不& n2 \/ i! d" K8 g5 A+ ^2 k- F
现在要做的也只有完成PSH史记了
7 s4 l' e6 G4 q7 O C$ Y t完成了要做什么也不知道了 f7 k. S7 j5 g( \
眼前一片雾! ]& k$ l9 i E
真希望能仙人指路
5 z# A# Y+ Q2 a) y( Z! ]% `现在我终于明白了2 z% k9 H' m7 J) }2 e
我没有最了解我的人% @3 G5 W4 Y# I' c& R; _
死党也仿佛理我而去了
8 u, y$ r: u8 z5 D现在Linkin Park 的Numb and Encore在我耳里循环播放着
# H1 o0 V0 ^! O( s0 P$ D1 Yi'm tired of being what you want me to be
: |& X9 `$ Z. W# G8 [feeling so faithless lost under the surface
6 f h) a" f$ q3 o2 L$ e0 jdon't know what you're expecting of me
$ }9 y/ \7 ~& y% k8 Nput under the pressure of walking in your shoes
. _( p ~- U! Y9 U$ ]* c(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)0 j* S, i! U, T* X4 M' p& R$ n. m9 x
every step i take is another mistake to you
4 |9 `4 o- l2 C' D(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)' r& v- j2 X" m W# d! ?. y
i've become so numb i can't feel you there4 @5 V% T1 y) q3 c' L9 y2 T
i've become so tired so much more aware) K# ^' e {+ R3 e/ h! B V4 \
i've becoming this all i want to do9 Q) g4 C- x: R; P! @
is be more like me and be less like you3 {% L: Y W* |
can't you see that you're smothering me5 ?9 S7 d9 m% e
holding too tightly afraid to lose control9 V" h- d( `6 u2 h6 e/ S) t }! ~
cause everything that you thought i would be7 W* m% Y' `3 ~8 _# i- Q* @
has fallen apart right in front of you
2 X& O/ }7 R' K. D(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
$ T+ L/ h) s: y' q! V- U; `% Oevery step that i take is another mistake to you
4 V% Z7 h4 o$ c- c(caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
3 `* B5 d( W3 Y2 iand every second i waste is more than i can take+ Q1 }: x# Q+ E! s
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
$ R) j# `( U9 h+ ti've become so tired so much more aware
) s U8 f/ O* C& m7 Ei've becoming this all i want to do9 m6 Y/ A- }* Q
is be more like me and be less like you
8 s) l( G, V5 o3 f2 o8 l+ U; xand i know
* c. r. x5 L8 ui may end up failing too+ V- D5 o h/ \) ^$ A0 E! J0 O
but i know
1 V+ F" z \* |0 tyou were just like me with someone disappointed in you0 K( n! u. u. J; l) a6 K
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
, c7 n. U6 g3 `2 g( E, [i've become so tired so much more aware
* d7 b/ u8 l: c1 L0 x# c/ B' |i've becoming this all i want to do
/ ]' z5 q' K% J# I, m( w4 |; vis be more like me and be less like you# z) G( Z: @7 v
i've become so numb i can't feel you there1 T( R* _* V4 Y; E h: ]
is everything what you want me to be
% Y# G6 t. ?4 |( \" ?, h8 ?8 Xi've become so numb i can't feel you there: Q% E9 C3 J" V2 C
is everything what you want me to be: x1 u5 _# N1 Y' ` F" a
2 q. `8 h. d+ d- l6 o( z: V( y老实说我也不知道我这篇文章要表达什么2 F+ m+ f: ~! ^, V5 I, {
我只想说我很莫名的纳闷0 |! L ~. S0 i8 j
不知道我这篇文章的人别骂我! |, z; s! |4 m/ ~ _
我也知道我写文章没头没尾的
1 T+ q9 F: @# k. `0 O" |8 M* W" {. b睡一觉应该可以把这种莫名的纳闷消除吧～
9 k: y* K, m1 |, _但愿如此••
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! d$ W8 U* W; U0 b! B[ 本帖最后由 chze889 于 2008-12-22 21:33 编辑 ] |
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发表于 2008-12-22 21:18:51
我这几天心情也比较郁闷